I ♥ SHOW LUO

070211

2011-02-07T13:35:00.003+08:00

My first post for 2011:
Damn long nvr update my blog liao.
In fact, I dun even noe wat to write lor.
Cos lyk see mostly of my frenz also nvr update theirs,
So I also lazy go update.
8 more days ltr will be 3 months together wif deardear liao.
7 more days ltr will be our first Valentines' Day together.
Will be goin to town to find him.
Cos he is having attachment.
On tat day he end at 8pm.
So frm the moment I wake up till 8pm,
I will be alone. :(
Tink shall stay at home half day.
I miss my girlfriend and switswit.
Damn long nvr see till my girlfriend liao.

081110

2010-11-10T10:34:00.002+08:00

Same ward wif my cousin. :)
Ended work @ 4pm.
Bused home.
Bath and prepared.
Watched yu le.
Den walked to ws.
Met wif Ben Dan & BB.
Ate BK wif Ben Dan, BB & BB's family.
Den went to NTUC to find her parents.
Went to her huse first.
They do project, i play my hp games & watched tv program.
8.30++ den left her huse.
Walked home.
Ben Dan sent me home.

061110

2010-11-09T19:24:00.002+08:00

Handphone got no networks at home.
I duno wat is the reason.
Left huse early due to phone no networks.
Den a bit cant receive sms and cant even send out sms.
So waited for Ben Dan under my blk.
Den bused to Seng Kang.
Trained to Harbour Front.
Scared late for movie.
So walked quite fast.
Bought drink & popcorn.
Watched <>.
Tis time round watched 2D.
Cos Ben Dan duno vivo got 3D de.
Wa... tis time round, Ben Dan drink most of the drink.
And I eat most of the popcorn.
Omg... Fat liao la.
Den eat.
Went to Pet Safari.
Those puppies damn cute la.
Feel lyk bringing one of them home.
Den went to Giant.
Trained to Punggol.
Bused home frm tere. :)

011110

2010-11-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

Went to find Ben Dan @ his sch area aft work.
Reached tere too early liao.
Waited for him almost 1 and 1/2 hr.
Most of it I was standing.
Finally meet dao him.
Saw his surprised face.
Tat is my motive. :)
Worth waiting to see tat face.
Haha... :D
Trained to Clementi.
He bought his ps3 game.
Den went to eat Subway.
He sent me home after tat.

301010

2010-10-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

Meet Ben Dan under my blk.
He surprise me wif flower.
Kinda shock la.
Den walked to WS.
Trained to city hall.
Walked to Marina Square.
Still got a little bit more time b4 movie starts.
Watched <>.
Nice movie. Worth to watch. :)
My first movie with him. :)
Den went to Swensen's for dinner.
My 1st dinner wif him alone. :)
Haha... At tere got unforgettable incident.
Bcos of tat incident,
I keep laughing non-stop.
And thanks to tat incident,
We've got free banana split for free.
Den walked to Marina Bay Sands.
We stopped at a place half way.
Den he suddenly took out a present and ask me can i be his gf anot???
I was shocked and damn pai seh la.
Although i already somehow noe he will ask me tat question,
But i didnt noe he will sooo fast ask me.
Didnt reali replied his question.
Den he say i is it nid to tink abt it.
Den i say ya.
So we walked to Singapore Flyer tere.
Bought one ticket.
Cos he win a free ticket frm Mac.
Tat is both our 1st time going onto Singapore Flyer. :)
Walked to take train.
Took Circle line back.
Walked home wif him.
Told him tat I will let him noe e ans wen he come back frm his hk trip.
Actuali, I can straight way let him noe e ans one.
But i tink everything jus come too fast for me to react sooo quickly.
Im not yet prepared to go into a r/s.
Boy, I seriously enjoyed my day wif you.
And I will definitely not forget 301010 de. :)

271010

2010-10-29T16:51:00.002+08:00

Ben Dan came to kkh again to fetch me.
Tis time round he wasn't late. :)
Waited for Twin & Kai Lian.
Bused back to Bugis.
Trained back to Pasir Ris.
Walked home together with him.
On the way,
Keep messing his hair :D.
Tis sat goin to meet him for movie. :)

251010

2010-10-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

Ben Dan came to kkh to fetch me.
He late lor.
Actuali is i ended early.
Was waiting for the rest.
Den got shuttle bus come liao.
Aishah they all say dun wait for them liao go take the bus.
Den i told them i waiting for my fren.
Finally he came.
Feel bad tat i nvr wait for vampire they all...
Took purple line to Serangoon.
Took yellow line to Paya Lebar.
Took green line to Pasir Ris.
Walked home wif him.
Otw we got chat but it seems tat i got things to say it jus didnt come out.
I duno y la...
I appreciated tat he fetch me frm work & send me home.
He is a nice guy. :)

211010

2010-10-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

2day afternoon shift.
Kinda no mood to work.
Haiz... I duno y like my shift im alwas busy???
Other shift lyk not busy de leh.
Ended work.
Called BB as she say is urgent call.
Went to A&E tat side.
Was shocked when I saw him.
Den went to Star Bucks.
Sit tere & chit-chat.
He is the 1st guy will come my work place to fetch me & send me home lor.
I was touched.
Seriously i damn soft hearted one and easily to fall in love one.

You've changed a lot

2010-10-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

You seriously have changed a lot.
Not tat girl I had known u.
Haiz... If 2 yrs ago, I didnt gif our friendship up,
Do u tink we r still veri close now?
After looking at ur fb or other things,
I miss you.
I notice tat u've changed a lot.
I duno did i change too???
Aniway people change.
I quite regretted tat I gave up our friendship due to someone backstab us.
Seriously I myself also stupid y let go of this friendship.
Haiz... Aniway it has been 2 yrs liao.
I wish to tok to u but i duno how cos it seems weird.
Wish u all the best in wateva u do in ur life...
Hopes u can read tis although i noe u cant...

11.10.10

2010-10-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

Ok... Veri long bo post liao.
24 Sep - 07 Oct went to Vietnam for YEP.
Love my ppls lots.
Miss them DAMN MUCH...
I miss u a lot wen i was tere.
Dun ask me why.
Cos I duno why.
Now come back le,
Didnt miss u as much as in Vietnam.
Can see tat u reali love her a lot.
Is her lose tat she lost u.
She duno how to cherish u.
Perhaps she still young duno how to think.
If tis time round,
She reali broke ur heart,
Den i tink u shldnt still contact wif her ba.
Lyk tat ur wound den will heal.
If not ur wound will onli get deeper & bigger.
Aniway no point for u to stay on, if she has already move on her life without u.
So look forward dun look backward.
Perhaps u will find someone better than her.

210910

2010-09-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

Went back to sch.
Shan & Ting went for their dance practice.
I onli girl at packing area.
Dor sick nvr come.
I started off bringing the things out.
Den the rest also come and help le.
Packed till 12pm.
Went to Dance Studio to find them.
Slacked & played tere.
Den left tere.
Walked to Simei.
Meet Bb.
Trained to town.
1st time we @ town area onli for ard 2 hrs nia.
Both of us were tired.
She bought mooncake for her parents.
Trained back to pasir ris.
Walked to her huse.
Put the mooncake.
Den off to e!hub.
Bought <> tickets.
Ate super dog.
Devil was more scarier than Haunted Changi.
Actuali I dun reali get wat it mean.
Walked back to her huse area.
Den Bb sent me to the stairs tere.
Walked home alone.
Dun reali dare to take e lift.
But still nid to take.
Oh ya... Forget to mention tat Bb told me wat haf u commented abt me abt ytd.
Sorrie for being rude or wat so ever.
But SERIOUSLY PLEASE LOOK YOURSELF INTO THE MIRROR BEFORE SAYING ME.
If i dun haf manners,
U r worse than me.
And pls la,
We didnt see each other for months liao leh.
U shld noe me wat.
I am who I am.
Frm today onwards,
Im not goin to miss u anymore.
Cos u suck to the max.
Among all the guys I've know,
U're the worst,lousiest,pettiest,most self-fish one, most difficult to understand de.
U are making me to hate u to the max, did u noe tat?
I hope tat in my life I no nid to see u appear anymore.
你走你的阳光道，我走我的独木桥。

200910

2010-09-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

Go back sch for packing.
Den ate lunch at sch.
Meet Bb, "Sister",YH,Jon,WR in bus 31.
Bused to East Coast.
Den walked to ECP.
Meet HH at Mac.
Wanted to rent bike.
But look at e weather,
Were deciding whether to rent anot.
End up also rent.
Rent 1 hr free 2 hrs.
Cycled half way,
Jon wana eat Carl's JR.
So went tere.
Few mins later,
Started to rain.
Den wait till rain stop.
Continue our journey.
Got one time we lost the guys.
Girls' talk wif Bb while cycling.
And got one accident.
Bb bang into Jon's bike.
Cos I ask Jon to jia you jia you.
He onli heard his name,
So he turn n stop.
Bb & I were speeding.
I was screaming lyk hell.
Cos he sudddenly turn into my lane.
Bb behind him duno wat happen.
Den jiu bang into the bike.
Return the bike.
Walked to PP.
Bought clothes from Cotton On.
Shop shop at tere.
Walked to Katong area.
Ate Astons.
Damn long since I last ate.
Bought cake for Jovi aka my sister.
Had fun wif them.
Among us,
Im the noisiest one lor.
Bused to Bedok.
At first, me & Bb wanted to watch movie one.
But end up in e train,
She suddenly say wana go nic huse anot?
She say can see dao him.
I say anything.
So we alighted at Simei.
Walked to nic huse.
Otw,
We chit-chat.
I lyk keep mention abt Ah Ken leh.
Reached le.
They in e room.
Bb say Hi to them first.
Den my turn.
He turn and look but lyk got shock a bit.
Went toilet.
Den aft tat went into e room.
Cos outside damn hot, inside got aircon.
Actuali I got a lot of things to say.
But I chose not to.
As for now,
We aren't close animore.
Or rather we are jus strangers.
Now I lyk see u,
My heart wont skip a beat.
Does tis means my heart has chosen to gif u up???
He left liao.
We watched 9pm show.
10pm left tere.
Walked home.
Chit-chat again.
2day Bb hyperlink here & tere.
Overall, got a lot of topics.
Separated wen we reached her huse downstairs.
U noe wat...
2day I walked home using the same old path,
Listen to the same singer's song,
My mind isn't you.
Is the other him.
I duno is tis a good or bad thing????????????

180910

2010-09-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

Ytd lie down on my bed at 2plus am till 4plus am for 2 hrs.
Cant fall asleep.
Duno y???
Woke up at 6am.
Tot goin to eat breakfast wif parents.
Den bro bought breakfast le.
So i went back to slp another hr.
Overall, I onli slept for 3 hrs.
But is not complete 3 hrs.
Bath.
Ate breakfast.
Left home ard 8.15am.
Took bus 5 to far east.
Cant sleep during the journey.
Aunt was also in e same bus as me.
Alighted @ far east tere.
Went to pacific plaza.
We were early.
So went to mac.
Went up.
Blahblah~
My first time doing body massage. :)
Blahblah~
Went to window shopping aftermaths.
Den went to eat lunch.
Separated our ways.
Trained up.
Went to meet my fren.
Watched Resident Evil : Afterlife.
Not bad movie.
Got some cool moves.
Didnt eat much popcorn.
Cos jus ate lunch not long.
Drink i nvr drink dao.
Slackslack...
Went off ard 5 ba.
Reached home ard 7pm.
Seriously hate to travel myself damn far distance.
Cos tat is wen my brain will go haywire.
Plus im tired and standing through my journey,
It will be worse.
At the train,
I already got the signs & symptoms.
Den reached Pasir Ris.
Everything went worse.
Wen i walked home,
My mind wont stop thinking of stuffs.
I realized I duno wat I want.
I duno who am I?
As in the real me???
Tis isn't the 1st time already. :(
Perhaps someone can tell me.
As wat I noe,
Im lazy, emo, friendly...
The rest I dun reali noe is it the real ME characters/behaviours.
According to Johari Window,
If my frenz noe abt me,
But I duno.
It means tat it is my blind spot.
I dun wish to be blind in myself.
I want to noe who am I and wat I actuali wanted.
Stupid monkey,
Everytime I miss u the most is listen to those songs and while walking home.
Stupid monkey,
Im exhausted already.
I wanted to let you go,
U didnt go off.
I dun wan to let u go,
Duno where u went.
Nowdays my feelings for u is on & off. :(
I duno wat wrong's wif me....

140910

2010-09-14T13:38:00.002+08:00

Stupid Monkey, how r u recently?
I miss u.
Miss those memories we had together.
Wish tat u nvr move on wif ur life w/o me.
Haiz... anyway now nth can change anything.
Now i jus simply wish tat u r happie wif ur life.
And I will be happie too.

091010

2010-09-09T18:17:00.002+08:00

2day is last day of sch and it is also half day of sch.
Nth much.
After beh,
Go see onco results.
Shit my onco results.
Did damn badly.
GPA sure pull down a lot.
Feel lyk giving up everything liao.
Den go spring cleaning.
At tere damn super no mood.
Blahblah~
Bused to Bedok.
Had lunch @ e hawker center. :)
Bused home aftermaths.
Went pass those places tat got our memories tere.
And i tink back,
I duno wat changes everyone of us in tat clique???

060910

2010-09-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

060910

Didnt tell anyone about this.
Onli I noe and blog readers noe.
2day got 2 things make me tink of u.
One is Mdm Lee say dao acquaintance.
I rmb last time u told me tis word b4.
Den another thing is during SW.
I go to e gym.
Still rmb u also got gym de.
Den last time i so-called wana "challenge" u who's muscles bigger.
Sometimes a lot of things ard me did triggers me to tink of u.
Perhaps I miss is the old u.
Not now the you.

030910

2010-09-06T20:48:00.003+08:00

030910 ( Friday )

After school.
Go home.
Prepared for dinner.
Walked to BB huse to meet her.
Damn long nvr wear heels.
Sooo my legs damn pain.
Met her.
Walked to take MRT.
Trained to bedok.
So we were sitting down frm Pasir Ris to Bedok.
Den went to find Nic.
Didnt noe that he also at tere.
I dun dare to look at him.
So onli peep peep nia.
Tink he also bo look at me.
Haiz y wen i miss u, wanted u to appear, u didnt???
Wen i dun miss u, dun want u to appear, u appear???
Is lyk joking wif me la...
The most stupid idea frm me is : Actuali I told BB tat I shldnt wear tat dress lor. Cos he saw b4. I shld wear maxi sooo tat I can say Im a different person.
Im sooooooo ridiculous.
Den reached marina bay.
Walked to MBS.
Went inside.
Tot we went to the wrong place.
The dinner is at the hotel.
Damn nice room.
Damn nice scenery.
I love the place.
Ate 2 slices of pizza, half muffin and 2 curry puffs.
Damn full.
Played The Queen and Wolf.
Fun game.
Left ard 11 plus.
Wanted to take cab.
Cos tot tat train no more liao.
Den waited for stupid cab all of them are hired.
Got a few is Green light.
Wen we say Pasir Ris,
They drove off.
Idiot seh...
Den try to see got train anot.
Luckily last train to city hall.
Nic called his mum.
Say take cab wif her den she can claim.
So follow follow them.
Stuck in marina sq.
Cos most door closed le.
Wasted a lot of time.
In e end,
We took bus.
Cos none of e cab wana take us.
Reached pasir ris 1plus.
No more bus le.
So BB lend me her slippers den I walked home.
Cos my legs cmi liao.

240810

2010-08-24T23:42:00.003+08:00

1 month later,
Tis date I will not be in S'pore for 14 days.
Gonna miss everything tat I left behind for 14 days.
Ytd went to Sentosa for team building.
Damn fun.
Keep laughing. :)
Gaming. :)
Forfeiting.
Water rafting. :)
Bathing time.
Forget to bring belt for my shorts.
It was loose.
Debriefing.
Raining. :(
Monorail-ing.
Pepper Lunch.
Window shopping.
Ice cream-ing.
Mrt-ing.
Bus-ing.

2day met up wif BB.
Went to e!hub.
Helped her buy tics frm Cathay.
Meet her @ bus stop.
Walked to WS.
Trained to Boon Lay.
We got a lot of topics to tok abt tis time round.
Ate Wendy's.
Tat's our first time eating tat.
Not veri delicious.
Window shopping.
1st time we keep tok abt him.
Bought my long dress.
Bought my nail polish.
But still cant find grey one.
Finding shoes to go wif it.
Trained back.
We keep changing topics. :)
Den go aries to see gt grey nail polish anot.
End up also dun haf.
Walked home.
Half way see the sky is becoming darker & darker,
I walked faster.
Cos lazy to use umbrella.

Oh ya... I duno which one shld i buy?
Hard disk or I-touch???
If im getting hard disk tis yr,
Den maybe nxt yr or duno wen den get itouch.
Cos I tink hard disk is my needs and itouch is my wants.

180810

2010-08-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

2day woke up late.
Cos ytd nite slept late.
Ate lunch.
Den BB sms me.
Bathed & prepared.
Walked to her huse.
Studied at her huse.
Den aft tat she started to play wif my hair.
She do a lot of hairstyle to my hair.
Den go play wif her clothes.
Was tinking wat to wear on Elaine's wedding day.
So try her dresses.
All lyk sooo not me lor...
Veri girly...
Maybe cos i too long bo wear dress le ba.
Lyk kinda weird.
Den was finding my rubber band.
Packed my bag as she nid to go meet her mum for dinner and it was also e time for me to go home already.
Den she saw my rubber band was behind my back.
Overall for 2day,
I had fun wif her.
Cos of smth. :D

Girl, I know you still miss him and there is no point for you to keep remind yourself to forget him
cos your heart did not want to forget him. By: Bao Bei

Actuali I tink wat she had said is quite true.
Cos my heart hasn't prepare to forget him yet.
So no matter how many times i tell myself to forget him,
It is not working.
I will give time to my heart to let it prepare itself to forget him.
I believe i can do it.
Time heals everything.

I noe I seldom meet u.
I also noe tat I made u feel insecure.
Im sorrie.
But I duno how to make u feel secure & important.
I noe I seems lyk jus say say onli.
I will let u see my sincerity one day.
Sorrie for being a lousy friend.

170810

2010-08-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

2day meet up wif BB.
Veri long nvr meet up wif her le.
Starting a bit awkward...
Perhaps cos too long bo meet den lyk gt nth to tok.
Bused to Bugis frm Pasir Ris.
Quite long journey.
Chit-chat during the journey.
She asked me still got miss him anot?
My ans was I duno.
But honestly, I did miss him.
Went to eat Pastamania.
Den shop @ bugis street.
Bought KOI.
Waited for quite long.
Saw someone backview look lyk him.
Trained back.
Had to squeeze into e train lyk sardines in the can.
It was much more packed than ytd.
Den she tok on e phone wif nic.
She told me he was tere.
Asked me wana go anot???
I did wanted to go in my heart.
But I said nope to her.
Wat for I go if e atmosphere is awkward wif her, it will be even more awkward if i go.
And I tink tat if I go,
I look at u den wen I go home,
I will miss u even more.
And I tink I will turn emo aft tat.
I also tink tat it wasnt the right time to see u yet.
So I trained back to pasir ris.
Perhaps u r not the right one for me.
And I haven clear u completely out of my head and heart.
I tink u dun worth it for me to keep thinking of u & missing u.
Cos it seems lyk u r happie wif ur life.
Or perhaps u r faking it again in order to protect urself frm getting hurt.
I tell u,
If u continue faking it,
Ppl will drift away frm u.
Although u r not e one getting hurt,
But u r e one hurting other ppl.
Wat's sooo nice to keep faking wen u are not lyk tat??????????
Aren't u tired of faking, acting & pretending in front of every one???
Last time I did try to get to noe u.
But aft trying tat time,
I gave up.
Cos u r jus too complicated.
I duno wat & who to believe???
Went to ntuc.
Helped mum to buy thing.
Walked back home.
Along the way,
Was ktv-ing... :)

160810

2010-08-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

Ytd walked to ehub.
Walked on e same path.
Make me tink of my birthday tat day.
Seriously kinda regret to go out tat nite.
Went to watch The Last Air bender.
Sent Twin home.
Reached home ard 11 plus.
Went to bed.
Cant slp seh.
I smsed Twin.
Keep tink of u.
Den e radio plays MJ song makes me think of u even more.
Feel lyk brain washing my brain or i rather loss memories.
I cant keep to myself.
If not i can go crazy.
I once told my heart, myself tat I gotta move on wif my life w/o u.
But since tat day someone mention u to me,
I cant help it.
Is difficult to control my heart & feelings.
Early in e morning,
Meet Sweetheart go makan breakfast.
Went to wait for bus 12.
Suddenly she remind me of my passport.
I was at tere screaming...
Den keep complain.
Team building was alright.
Plan for the performance.
I at tere complain again.
Walked to East Point.
Also complained.
Cos Ting & Shan walked veri slow.
Den trained to TM.
Damn tired.
Saw someone familiar.
Bought tickets.
Den went to long john to find Ting & Shan.
They were eating.
I duno y i got no appetite to eat???
Pei Sweetheart went down to buy snacks.
Den Sweetheart treat me eat popcorn.
Thanks alot.
PCK movie veri nice.
Veri LoL... :D
Trained to grandma's huse.
On e way,
Duno emo wat shit la.
Reached le.
Helped to do the needles thingy.
End up found out tat e maid gif grandma wrong syringe.
Stayed for a while longer.
Trained back.
Haf to squeeze in train.
Make me more no mood.
Walked home wif my legs goin to haf blisters soon.
Lazy to squeeze in bus.
Still emo-ing on e way back.
Luckily nvr buy any alcohol.
Cos I drink a lot of water frm my bottle.
Frm full to 1/4 left.
Seriously I duno wat I want frm u.
Cos i noe u cant gif me anything.
I wana watch avatar special edition wif u leh.
I noe is impossible.
I miss watching movies with u.

Haiz... I wonder y am I keeping my hair???
Becos of u???
I duno wat am i toking abt...
I wish tat wen e time I cut my hair short,
It will be e time I haf already completely put u down.

150810

2010-08-15T15:55:00.003+08:00

Ytd slept late.
So 2day woke up late.
Ytd dream of u again.
Tis time round is we chat in msn.
Is u come to chat wif me 1st.
I was lyk sooo happie.
Den we chat like no body business.
Seriously I miss u damn much.
I rather it wasnt a dream.
I rather its real.
Boy, I duno y u go delete ur another fb acc.
Ytd I go find ur fb find till can die liao...
Ur name too common le...
I found ur sec sch photo.
Haha.. its sooo funni.
But u quite pro leh in studies.

Twin, Im sorrie tat ever since we r accepted to go to vietnam we keep toking abt it in front of u.
We shldnt left u out.
Let's try to make our gap smaller & smaller k?
Dun sad k?
Anything jus tell me. :)

Ltr @ nite goin to watch movie.
2molo goin back to sch for team building.
Tis yog holis gonna be a packed one... :(

TIS IS ORIGINAL!!!! TIS IS COPYRIGHT!!!

140810

2010-08-14T23:52:00.003+08:00

2day rot at home.
Sleep like a pig.
Watched yog opening ceremony.
Saw those fireworks.
It reminds me of u.
I still rmb last yr we watched the fireworks together during the countdown.
I wonder do u still rmb it???
Luckily i nvr say anything cos tat time Bb ask me to say ily during the fireworks time.
Wei shen me ni bu xi huan wo,
Dan wo que yi ran xi huan zhe ni???
Its been sooo long since i last saw u.
I tink we wont ever met again. :(
But seriously if it wasnt becos of tat day,
I tink we now r still frenz ba...

THIS IS COPYRIGHT!!!

130810

2010-08-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

2day is THIRTEEN THE FRIDAY.
Early in e morning,
Wanted to iron clothes,
Suddenly electricity tripped off.
But after tat was alright.
Blahblah~
Walk to sch.
On the way tere,
I was missing you.
Reached sch.
Was goin to class.
Den suddenly got the feeling tat im coming tat.
I was lyk omg...
Went to class.
Luckily ended fast.
Rushed to toilet aftermaths.
Den seriously come lor :(
Went to library aftermaths.
Tink a lot till a lot of my brain cells are dead.
Went to pcb lesson.
Ended early.
Ate lunch 1st.
Waited for Mdm Phua for quite long.
Miss her a lot.
Den went to change baju.
Blahblah~
Went to orphanage.
Deco the place.
Trained back to pasir ris.
Bused home.
Ytd I was a big fool man.
I got one email says if u make a wish and forward it,
It will come true.
I made a wish that u will sms me telling me how are you.
But i didnt receive any of unknown number sms.
I did receive unknown number call.
But i nvr pick up.
I rmb last time,
If i nvr pick up ur call,
U will sms me.
But nt ytd.
So i believe it wasnt you who call me.
Seriously, somehow I regret tat i delete ur number.
But actuali also good la.
Even if i haf ur number,
I dun tink i got e courage to sms u.
I noe im keling.
But its true.
Seriously, I duno y i still will miss , think and even dream of u.
Maybe becos I cannot put u down.
I tink u r lyk a string tat r tied a dead knot to my heart.
U r hard to remove.
Perhaps i didnt want u to be remove frm my heart.

Boy A like Girl B.
Girl C like Boy D.
Do u tink Boy A & Girl C got a chance to be together wen both of their hearts r occupied by other ppl???

010810

2010-08-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

2day is the day tat one yr ago,
I got to noe tis guy, Mr A.
At first,
I tot he is a nice & quiet guy.
Slowly get to noe him more,
Find tat actuali he is ok.
Get to chat wif in msn,
Find tat actuali he is quite humorous.
But one thing I reali dislike it is,
I sms him,
He wont reply de. :(
Our so-called friendship lasted till tis yr Mar 26,
Onli 33 week plus...
2day went to town wif my babes aft 4PM's event.
Seriously memories are monster to me.
Cos all those memories flooded my mind seh.
Shit those memories la.
Tat y Twin will notice i suddenly turn emo.
The more I tink of u,
The more sad I will be.
The more I hate u,
The more I hate myself.
Becos of u,
I dun dare to fall in love wif other guys.
Im scare history will repeat and i dun wan tat to happen again.
U noe wat, sometimes I even tink tat if one day we ever meet each other on the street,
Will I even recognize you???
If I recognize you,
Will I go up to you & say Hi???
U noe 2day I reali lyk a fool...
I keep look at guys.
Cos I tink maybe somehow u will be tere.
But u r not.
I even so-called purposely went into Pull and Bear.
Cos I noe u lyk to go into tat shop.
Somehow I wish tat we will see each other coincidentally.
But I noe it wont happen.
Cos ur disappearance make me believes tat u dun exist in my reality.
Perhaps u tink i move on my life already so u dun wan to disturb my life,
Or u haf already move on your life,
Or u doesnt treat me as your friend before,
Or u had already forget abt me???

THIS POST IS COPYRIGHTED!!!!!!!! PLS BE ORIGINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

300710

2010-07-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

Today is SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG's Birthday. :)
Too bad he is in Taiwan,
Im in Singapore.
2day i make it a point to watch yu le.
Cos tot got his celebration in yu le.
But end up tis yr he is gonna to celebrate wif his wifes & brothers in Taiwan plus celebrating SFC.
Tink he gonna be busy again.
Wish him Happie Birthdae & always stay healthy. :)

210710

2010-07-21T19:43:00.002+08:00

Haiz... till now still cant put it down.
Find it difficult to put down leh.
Last 2 weeks keep telling myself to forget u,
So i temp forget u.
But aft tat day Ting mention abt e watch & Twin ask abt u,
Currently im back to square one.
It is sooo stupid to keep telling myself to forget u wen now i cant do it.
Seriously u reali lyk nvr appear in my life b4.
Aft much thoughts,
Ur appearing in my life lyk become dreams,
Not in my reality.
Honestly,
I cant reali rmb how u look like.
Cos is lyk goin to 4 months didnt see u le.
Onli those memories, feelings for u, last time ur gold/brown hair and ur name still stays in my mind.
Actuali i also duno i still got feelings for u tis human,
Or am i jus having e feelings of ur shadow???
我是一个非常容易拿得起的人，但是却非常难放下的人。
I miss u veri much...
Sometimes I will look at our photos,
Sometimes even feel lyk taking out tat jacket of urs.
But in e end,
I didnt take it out.
Cos i noe if i take it out,
I 100% confirm cant put it down anymore.
Cant believe tat for sooo long im still in a denial stage!!!
Wonder wen I den can reali move on my life w/o u???

170710

2010-07-17T13:06:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I still miss you idiot.
I jus cant help it.
Although I noe u wont read abt all these tat i've written abt u,
But sometimes I wish u could see it.
How foolish I am...
I know all of it but jus cant accept it yet.
Perhaps in ur own world u already "delete" me in ur life le.
It is easier for u but not for me.
Maybe it is easier for u becos u didnt for fall me.
But it wasnt easy for me becos i fallen for u.
U dig a hole and I totally fell in it till now haven manage to come out.
U've already moved into my heart.
I tried to chase u out.
In e end,
I still failed to.
Do u noe tat I reali wana noe did u haf any feelings for me???
Maybe even for 1 day,
I will be satisfied already.
Or r u jus having fun playing wif my feelings???
I guess i shldn't haf fallen for u.
So I wont be sooo miserable liao.
Sometimes wen I go to those place tat we went b4,
I wish I can see u at tere too.
After we didnt contact wif each other,
Everything seems lyk a dream but it reali did hurt me a lot.
Cos lyk nvr ever saw dao u once leh.
Cant believe tat Singapore is already sooo small yet we nvr ever met each other outside after we didnt contact wif each other.
If tis is a dream,
I wish tis dream will never end.
I jus dun feel lyk losing u.
I enjoy to be ur listening ear.
Although I am stupid enough to believe your every words,
But still i miss those time we were chatting in msn/sms.
I miss ur jokes.
I miss everything abt u.
Y one-sided love is e miserable one?
Y cant u lyk me back???

090710 part 2

2010-07-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

Actuali supposed to post tis first.
But seriously mus vent my anger first.
For tis whole week,
I feel tat im not myself.
I've lyk suddenly become sooo hardworking at home.
Perhaps one reason because tis is my last lap and i wana do my very best to finish it.
2nd reason maybe is to numb myself wif studies.
Starting of e sch,
I nvr missed you.
I tot I've improved on it.
每当我渐渐忘了你，我却更想你。
But den still will haf some things/someone reminds me of u.
Songs,watch, ppl mentioning u to me, and sometimes even seeing Show.
Seriously i regret tat I say u look lyk Show lor.
Actuali i forget abt e watch le,
But den duno y ytd Ting suddenly ask me how to press the Levi's watch thingy,
I suddenly rmb u also got.
Den b4 I slp,
Twin asked me a random question abt u.
Not blaming my twin for asking.
Cos she jus wana care & concern for me.
I till now still duno i is it reali receive wrong signal frm u???
Cos I dun tink u r those who will anihow give people present u jus noe not long ago.
And somemore the first one is the most Im confused with.
If u reali nvr ever had a bit feelings for me,
Den how come u noe wat i lyk???
Actuali I wana noe how's ur life is going on,
But den I've already deleted ur number,fb & msn le.
LoL... im toking keling keling.
I tink I can count myself lucky enough.
I also nvr go into a relationship with u at all.
Wa I cant imagine wat will happen if i go into bgr???
I tink sure more sad than tis one.
So i better not go into one.
I tink we r quite ridiculous lor.
We were once normal friends,
But now we r lyk jus strangers.
Y cant we jus be normal friends???
If we now r still friends,
I tink I more hard to get out of tis hole.
So if can delete u in my life,
I will do it.
Tat will be great.
Everything is said easier than done.
I rather be myself before i noe u than u gif me all those false hopes & wrong signal & happie memories tat makes me hurts sooo much now.
One thing seriously im still quite angry with u.
Pls la... If u noe a girl got a crush on u, u better tell them straightly and clearly.
Get hurt earlier and accept the truth is alwas better than get hurt later and still cant accept the truth.
Pls change ur stupid concept say wat scare the girl get hurt or watever wen u rejected them...
If u dun say things clearly at first,
The girl will hurt more & more.
Cos by the time she noes the truth,
She already fall deeply for u.
It is difficult for her to come out of tat "hole".
Cos it is veri deep for her to come out le.
Tat wat i dislike u tis stupid idiot arrogant guy.
See la because of sooo mani queries and ppl mentioning u to me and those things remind me of u,
Makes me more difficult to forget u leh.
My wound is healing and u "touch" it,
It get wound infection and the wound opens it up again.
Lyk tat how to heal sia???
My dear friends,
Pls dun mention him to me animore.
Cos here I am trying my best to forget abt tis person,
U all at tere keep mentioning him to me,
Im still e one suffering.
So it wont make me feel better.
Jus treat tat he has nvr exist in my life b4.
If not,
I guess i will not give up on him.
So all my efforts will go down the drain.
I noe all of u r care & concern for me,
But nxt time if u wana noe,
Is for me to noe, for u guys to find out.
Thanks for ur cooperation & ur concern.
Im alright. :D

090710

2010-07-09T21:58:00.003+08:00

Argh.... I broke down jus now.
I cried.
Cos too angry liao.
Seriously r u treating me as ur sis anot?!
Everytime u go touch my things and i couldnt find it.
Before u touch it,
I still can find it lor.
U're jus invading my privacy.
Even mum dun do tis to me.
So who e hell r u to do tis to me?!
It is not the first time already.
Y not put urself in my shoes?!
Wat if one day i go touch ur things & u cant find it?!
I was jus asking u where u put not scolding u.
And u jus scold back.
Pls la...
U're the one in fault.
Touch ppl things without permission.
Seriously wish u can get married asap.
Or i move out of e huse asap.
Cant stand u already.
Everything u wan, u can do.
Everything i wan, i cant do.
Seriously i dun gif a damn to share a room wif u.
My own space u also wana come to disturb.
IT IS NOT UR ROOM/SPACE!!!
IT IS MINE.
So stop all ur nonsense b4 i go crazy.
I wonder y everything seems lyk driving me crazy?!
IT SOOO STRESSFUL TO LIVE WITH YOU!!!
EVERYDAY MUS TINK MY THINGS STILL ARD ANOT???
COS I WILL SCARE THAT MY THINGS WILL GET LOST BECAUSE OF YOU.
LUCKILY MY NOTES R STILL HERE.
IF NOT IM GONNA ASK U GO COPY FOR ME!!!

040710

2010-07-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

Fri slept ard 4am.
Sat woke up ard 8.15am.
Prepared.
Missed one bus 3.
Took another bus 3.
Wen i sat down,
I realised someone sitting in front of me looks familiar.
Den I was lyk shit y ah goh.
Duno he gt see me not.
Aniway i onli saw his back view.
And he was lyk ah pek lor.
Read newspaper in e bus.
Reached Switswit's huse.
Keep knocking the door & spam call her hp.
I tink i stand outside for ard 30mins lor.
Knock till my fingers were red.
Finally she came to open e door.
Went in.
She go back to lie on bed.
Den i keep wake her up.
I lyk her mother lor.
Keep nag & nag...
Den she drag at her huse.
So we ard 11plus den left her huse.
We wanted to take cab de.
But tere difficult to take.
End up we walked one big round to take bus.
Missed bus 62.
So took bus to inter.
Den trained to Hougang.
Took bus 87 to JY Academy.
She helped me do treatment facial.
Den got chat chat.
Duno y tok abt him again?!
Got one part veri spec.
The rest I love it. :D
Waited for her to end work.
Den sent her to bus stop.
2day woke up at 8plus.
Went to eat breakfast.
Den reached grandma's huse ard 9.30am.
Waited for the rest till 12plus.
Went to e temple.
Ate ice-cream　:D
Super duper long nvr eat le.
Den went back to grandma's huse.
Left grandma's huse ard 2plus.
Dad sent us to Raffles City Shopping Centre tere to see sis's exhibition.
On e way tere,
Got passed by indoor stadium.
Haiz... Remind me of him again.
Seriously 2day gonna be e last day to miss him liao.
Im not gonna to miss him animore.
So frenz, pls do me a favor.
Try not to mention him to me animore.
Thank you for your cooperation! :D
Den reached e exhibition place.
Got one place is to put ur hand in and ask ur fren to put theirs and play in the box.
Uncle David pull my hand & his finger nail accidentally scratched dao my finger.
Minor cut wif blood.
Den left the place to see furniture.
Home sweet home aftermaths.
Reached outside home.
Mum den realised she nvr bring keys.
Den we 2 look lyk thieves lor.
Trying to open the window to take e keys.
And we finally managed to take it. :D
Haiz... 2molo goin back to sch.
Im aint mentally prepared yet.
I guess aft sch reopen i wont online much.
Cos nid to work hard for the last chance.
Maybe will be back 3 months later. :)

020710 or 030710

2010-07-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Gonna sch reopen soon.
Why 3 weeks sooo fast over???
I still got a lot of place haven go wif my buddies yet.
And wen sch reopens,
Nid to study hard.
If not how am i goin to poly???
2day went to haf lunch wif sweetheart.
Den aft lunch,
Went to trim hair.
Den raining cats & dogs.
1st time i see Pasir Ris bus stop flooded.
Bused to tamp.
Sweetheart bought her screen protector.
Den shop shop ard.
She wana go to popular.
But i nvr bring my popular card.
Cos duno put where.
In e end nvr go.
Sweetheart bought accessories & pencil box frm Montip.
Den trained back to pasir ris.
Bought bubble tea frm Cupwalker.
Bused back.
On e way,
Got tok abt my mp4.
So reached home.
I go find.
But cant find.
Den at nite,
Went to find thoroughly.
It took me 45mins to find it.
2molo goin to find switswit.
Miss her damn lots.
She goin to do facial for me & on me.
Its gonna be my first time.
Hopefully I will be enjoying it. :)

270610

2010-06-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

Seriously time passed super fast.
Now is the last day of 2nd week holidays.
2molo onwards gonna enjoy it to the fullest. :D
2day go pack my table area.
Suddenly im looking forward to sch reopen.
I duno for wat reasons. :)
But i noe if reali sch reopen,
I will be complaining. :D
And I miss my 5 loves. :D
Oh ya totally agree wif my twin.
She said tis in her blog : " It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love with someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. "
Tat's how e process of me liking him tat time.

260610 or 270610

2010-06-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

Ytd watched MJ tributes on ch 5.
All those memories i tot tat i've hidden well came flushing my mind. :(
Haiz.. I had too much confident abt hiding those memories.
Especially wen those songs came along.
It makes me remind of tat day we all went to watch e concert.
Seriously those days I reali enjoyed myself a lot.
Wont regret. :)
Everything seems lyk yesterday.
Can feel tat my eyes r wet.
Also can feel tat my tears gonna run down sooner or later if i dun control it.
Den got one time,
My tear run down my cheek.
Was wondering whether tat's my tear or jus becos im tired?!
Didnt watched finished the whole tribute.
Tried to slp.
Turn here & tere.
Difficult to slp.
But still got fall asleep.
So i tink im getting used to it.
I love and hate u before.
But i tink is getting more & more neutral liao. :)
Hopefully not having too much confident on myself than it shld be. :)

230610 or 240610

2010-06-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

2day rot at home till 5plus den go out.
Took bus 3 to tamp stadium.
On e way tere,
Nth much in my mind.
Walked to e stadium tere.
Helped my mum to pay her course fee.
Den waiting for bus.
Some thoughts came to my mind.
Board de bus.
On e way back,
More thoughts & memories came to my mind.
Den tink till tears nearly come out.
Cos gt listen to one song.
But change song le so tears jiu nvr come out.
Sometimes I hate myself being sooo stupid.
Y will I still tink of u wen we already lyk nvr contact for ard 3 months???
Perhaps I did cherished those time wen we r still friends and our friendship.
Actuali I also got tink on a brighter side.
I shld be easier to forget him since we r jus friends onli.
Now friends sooo difficult to forget liao...
If nxt time i got bf tat one more difficult lor.
Haha... I tink too much.
Cos seriously I still tink i wont go into a r/s yet.
Still left wif 11 days to forget him before sch reopens. :)
Wen sch reopens le,
Will concentrate on my studies and gif my very best to it.
Cos is my last chance liao.
Oh ya... btw ytd painted my shoes till nearly 4am.
Now onli left wif one shoe lace nia. :)

210610 or 220610

2010-06-22T02:56:00.002+08:00

Ok now is already 3am le.
Actuali tis thing supposed to be post a few days ago.
But I didnt.
Im lazy.
I noe is stupid tat I sometimes still will miss u.
Tat day duno y go look at old photos.
And i lyk suddenly realise tat y he got no feelings for me lor.
Some kind of reasons,
It made me wanted to seriously let go tis time round.
But I reali duno y.
Everytime I lyk reali wanted to let go,
Something abt him or something lyk will appear in my mind keep telling me not to let go.
I got onli 13 more days to reali let go of him before sch reopens.
Aft tat hopefully no one will mention him in front of me animore.
Actuali i dun even dare to hear tat name.
But his name too common liao la.
Difficult to avoid hearing it.
Unless im deaf lor.

190610

2010-06-19T22:14:00.004+08:00

Ok... Had been quite lazy to update my blog.
Holidays since 12th June.
11th June is e last day of attachment.
Morning shift on tat day.
All lyk super slack. :)
Blahblah~
I onli late by one min. :(
Dinner + movie wif Twin.
Ate till damn full.
So didnt eat those popcorn.
Haiz.. The movie no subtitle.
But overall veri nice show.
Especially last part.
He suddenly speak other language.
LMAO man. :D
Ended.
Slacked wif Twin ard her huse tere.
12th june stayed at home and rot.
Eat sleep eat sleep.
13th june went to Bugis wif mum.
Den aft tat go meet Bao Bei.
Shopped @ Far East.
Bought one so called jumper?!
Oh ya finally went into STAGE.
First time entering in tere.
Tis time round dun haf Li Teng.
Walked to Dhoby.
Met her frenz.
Ate dinner @ KFC.
Den went to pool.
Veri long bo play le.
Haha... I now den noe y last time play pool wif girlfriend & switswit,
Switswit go video me.
Cos i tink i reali veri lousy wen playing pool.
Den trained back.
Sent Bao Bei home.
14th june went to Sentosa.
Met her frenz some on e train, some at harbour front station.
Got 6 of us.
3 boys, 3 gals.
They r my new cliques.
Jonathan,Jovi,Yong Hock & Huihui.
Went to Giant.
Bought 5 1.5litres of mineral water.
Sentosa wasnt a veri nice trip.
First time go sentosa for a very short hours nia.
Went to Universal Studio tere to take photo.
Den bused down to Bugis.
We all lyk damn tired.
Tink most all of us slept in e bus.
Went to eat steam boat ard 4 plus or 5 plus ba.
Den Bao Bei say try to eat till 7pm.
So can slack tere longer.
Eat,eat,eat.
Drink,drink,drink.
Den I see Bao Bei's watch.
The time haven even reach 6pm.
Some already stop eating.
Den i said can slack till 7pm meh?!
Got new food come out.
So Bao Bei asked Jovi to pei her go and take.
Den they drop e thing.
They laughed to each other.
I saw it.
So I Oi them.
Den Jovi say who.
I say me la.
If not is who sia?!
And I broke into laughters. :D
Aft tat,
Once I look at Jovi,
I will laugh out loud.
Got two time still laughed till tears coming out. :D
They also got laughed.
Den I say luckily Jovi not sitting in front of me.
If not I confirm wont stop laughing.
And duno wat reason,
Some of us still can continue eating.
I tink I tat day is first time lyk eat sooo much.
Cos maybe tat day I didnt eat meat.
Tat's y i lyk eat a lot.
Went to Bugis Street for awhile.
Den at one shop,
We laughed lyk nobody business.
Cos I asked Jovi (my jie-mei) helped me take my bag.
Den he keep act lyk galgal.
Went to Iluma.
Went to the top.
Played True Or Dare.
Haha.. Den becos of me.
All laughed again. :D
Blahblah~
Jonathan & I went to buy cake.
We jus bought a slice of cake.
Cos e whole cake too big & too ex le.
Blahblah~
Den went to slack at coffee shop.
Cos they wana watch soccer.
Blahblah~
Trained back.
Sent Bao Bei home.
15th june went to dhoby.
Met up wif girlfriend.
Went to Le Meridien to eat lunch.
Super long nvr eat at tere liao.
Bring a lot of memories back to me.
Watched A Nightmare on Elm Street.
Quite gross.
And those bunch of gals sitting behing us were super noisy.
Walked to Somerset.
Cos she wana go buy smth.
And i tot tere gt e shop.
End up dun haf.
So trained down to Serangoon to haf dinner.
Dinner @ Ma you ji area.
Bused home.
18th june went to ehub wif mum.
Watched The Karate Kid.
Nice show.
Actuali we supposed to watch it on thurs.
But no more tickets so we bought friday ones.
Walked home.

090610

2010-06-09T18:10:00.002+08:00

I tink i shld post smth happier tis time round.
Cos my friends keep say my blog lyk super emo.
Now finally left wif 2 critical skills & 2 days of posting. :D
And holidays r awaiting for me. :D

It is easy to delete u in msn,fb & my hp.
But it is not easy to take u out frm my heart,mind & memories.
Hopefully wen my sch term starts,
I can put u down completely.
As I tink i nid the time to concentrate on my studies.

Oh ya...
Last weekend went out wif my buddies at town.
We keep saw clothes tat r suitable for prom nite.
So we keep tok nonsense. :D
And I tink I nid to slim down to 58kg by the time.
Lyk tat den can wear nice nice clothings. :D

060610

2010-06-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Sorrie for e previous post tat is sooo emo.
And Im sorrie tat I've broken the promise tat I've made to u tat time.
Im sorrie tat i've disappointed u again.
I noe im not a good friend to u.
And I also noe tat im e onli friend left tat u still contact wif.
Seriously is not ur fault.
Cos meeting him is fate, becoming his friend was a choice, but falling in love with him I had no control over.
So it is not ur fault.
Im sorrie tat I didnt tell u all these.
Cos i duno how to tell u.
And I dun wana u worried for me.
I also dun wana bcos of him,
We will quarrel or our friendship become sour.
So i keep it to myself.
I reali did try my best to forget him.
But i jus cant.
Is all tat memories in my mind tat makes me miss him.
I also noe tat u've been trying ur best to maintain tis friendship.
But I also did try to do my best to maintain it.
Perhaps wat I do cant make u feel tat im trying to maintain tis friendship.
Den lyk tat I duno wat to do to make u feel tat u r not alone to maintain tis friendship.
Perhaps I dun gif u e secure tat u nid in tis friendship.
Or perhaps my actions makes u dun trust me in maintaining tis friendship.
I noe sometimes I lyk nvr care for u,
Sandy onli got one.
And I reali try my very best to care for my every close friends.
And sometimes in the end,
I get back nth.
I put in e effort,
And is lyk no one see it.
I nvr put in e effort,
Everyone see it.
I reali duno wat to do animore.
Perhaps u can teach me how to maintain tis friendship wif u.
Cos it takes two hands to clap.
And I noe tat it is hard to do everything alone.
So dun worrie u gt me,
Is jus tat u nid to teach me how to do it.
And haf more patient wen teaching me.
Cos i admit im slow.
Guess u shld noe me enough.
Since we noe each other for sooo long.
But sometimes,
Long is nth.
If u gt smth tat u duno abt me,
And u wanted to noe,
Feel free to ask me. :)
Im willing to share if u r willing to listen. :)
I've think tru the nite.
I reali nid to let go of him.
If not I will lose u.
I already had lose him as a fren,
And I cant lose u as my bao bei anymore.
U're definetly more imp than him.
Let me jus xi guan my life w/o him. :)
And I also learn tat I wont anihow make promise to anyone le.
Cos not all I can keep the promise.

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2010-06-05T02:07:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Seriously I still cant get over you.
I still will miss you.
Sill will tink of you.
Sometimes i even tink tat can we go back to e past and not be strangers?!
I noe im stupid.
But I jus cant help it.
Reali wish to get u out of my heart & brain since u r not willing to pay the rent.
So y dun u jus get the hell out of me?!
Y r ur images still appearing in my mind?!
Since both of us didnt contact each other already,
So I took it as we r strangers now.
Actuali tat time i did got jealous of her.
I noe im not as pretty as her.
Also not as good as her.
But reali wish tat u gt feelings for me.
Even for a while also nvm.
I noe is difficult for us to become frenz again due to some reason.
But somehow u r still "living in my heart".
Lyk tat how am I suppose to move on wif my life?
I still rmb e jacket,e wallet, e dress u gave me.
Altough I had kept them in a box,
I tink i also kept them in my memories.
The most I rmb was actuali e jacket.
It wasnt suppose to be mine.
It supposed to be urs.
But u gave it to me.
Did u noe tat by doing this,
Perhaps to u is nth,
But to me,
You've jus sent me a wrong signal???!!!
Haiz... Im seriously hate one-sided love.
It is alwas sooo difficult to move on seh...
It is alwas sooo sad de.
I dun tink I will get to meet u again although s'pore is small.
We didnt meet & contact each other ard 2 months le.
So i tink even if we ever meet each other one day in one of the streets,
Perhaps u already forgotten me.
And perhaps I didnt noe how to react.
Love is confusing...

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2010-06-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

Ok... Im reali veri lazy to update my blog these few days.
Frm tues to thurs,
Was in 3 morning all e way.
Damn tired.
Ytd b4 goin 4 break,
Helped one pt changed diaper.
Spent quite long in tere.
Cos everything lyk went out of control.
Den went for break.
Loss my appetite due to something.
So jus buy waffle frm canteen and drink frm 7-11.
Tat can last me till aft work.
First time I didnt complain off hungry to Twin or anione.
Aft work,
Go 7-11 buy tidbits.
Cos scare ltr go home hungry.
Reached home.
I lyk become OCD.
Washed my uniform.
Scrub lyk nobody business.
Den go washed my socks.
I even go wash the toilet seh.
Den went to bath.
Not hungry.
But tempted to eat.
So started to eat the tidbits.
Blahblah~
Today nth much.
Time jus passed damn slow.
But I lyk my team-mates.

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2010-05-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

Today jus wasnt my day.
Kena scolding early in e morning.
"What a nice way to start my working day".
Nearly cry in front of him.
But I hold it.
Left e room,
Took e book,
Gif him and went back to work.
On e way out,
My tears already cant hold it back longer.
Called syafiq.
Went to pt's toilet to wash my face.
Blahblah~
Hurt my left 4th finger b4 goin for break. :'(
Blahblah~
Den help pt go back to bed.
She anxious to be discharge.
Nurse ask me translate but den different language.
She onli understand a bit of my language.
She say I crazy.
I duno y.
Den aft tat was trying to help them wif e pt.
End up kena chased out by them.
But overall they still nid my help by translating.
So wat is e point of chasing someone out wen e person wanted to lend a helping hand?
I tink starting they tot Im Hercules.
Cos onli I one person doing.
But I reali cant manage by my own.
I ask her to help.
She ask M to help me as she help wif e legs.
But M also couldnt manage.
Den I ask them either one go call Twin for me.
Den they gif me duno wat lame excuse.
I tried again.
Still cant do it.
Cant reali get help frm them.
So I was quite pissed off.
And I went to Twin to ask her for help.
Cos neither of them wana help me ask Twin for help.
Wen Twin came to help me,
They all come over & crowd ard.
For wat?
See show?
Blahblah~
After work went to 46 to do e allowance thingy.
We all lyk sooo confused la.
Zum & Syafiq went off first.
I didnt noe Zum go & put back e attendance book.
Wen I found out,
I ask M can help me go out & take cos i still nid.
Den she at tere act blur.
Im pissed off again.
I tell them if they wan go home, they can go back first.
So I went out to take by myself.
End up still see M inside.
But I go chase her go home.
So end up Im e last to leave e ward.
Walked to East Point.
Went NTUC.
Bought the things needed.
Bused back home.
I tink i reali mus keep my cool & be alert.
If not maybe nxt time gt ppl backstab me or wateva jiu die liao.

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2010-05-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Morning shift.
Was lyk blur sotong la.
Cos we r new to e ward.
Den got no orientation.
Kena scolding for nth.
Blahblah~
Took train to bugis.
Waited for Bao Bei for quite long.
Met up wif her.
Pei her shop ard bugis street.
Tere changed a lot seh.
Trained home.
Walked back wif her.
Den walked home.
Keep sing xi guan jiu hao. <3
Duno y reach home will tink dao him?!
Perhaps I reali reali shld ask my heart & brain to let go of him.
Is missing a person means u haf the feelings for tat person?
Actuali now I reali duno whether I still gt feelings for him anot?!
I onli noe I miss him.
But it seems lyk both of us haf chosen to be strangers.
Cos neither of us contact each other.
Perhaps our friendship reali end here.
Kk... wateva...
I tink now he is happy wif his life and he dun nid me as his "spare" animore.
So y shld i hang on?!
I tink even if I do not haf feelings for him animore,
I will still miss him.
Cos memories is the difficult thing to erase frm my brain.
Tis kind of memories I super scare.
Cos I duno wen they will be gone?!
Scarly it stays forever... :(

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2010-05-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

Sat I was lyk a pig seh.
Eat sleep eat sleep.
Sun Meet wif Bao Bei.
Ate lunch.
Trained down to Jurong East.
Walked to IMM.
Was tinking whether gt ppl started to queue already anot.
End up go tere a lot ppl queuing liao lor.
But tere they gt say nid to haf e entry pass den can go in.
My album dun haf e thingy.
So was thinking whether to buy anot.
Went in.
Was still thinking whether to buy anot.
Gt ask ppl do they haf extra entry pass to gif us anot.
End up dun haf.
Went out of e garden plaza.
Ask ppl to look after my bag.
Bought e cd + dvd version.
Im broke.
Went to toilet.
Bought polo bun.
Blahblah~
They change e direction of e queue.
Sat down on e floor.
Gt make frenz.
Gt ppl say they last min gt sell 100 tickets lor.
I was lyk wth...
I shld go man.
Started to stand ard 5plus.
See ppl stand we also follow.
He was late.
He sang one song.
Den started e autograph session.
Damn squeezy sia.
Wen it was goin to be my turn,
I saw his tiring look.
I super xin tong for him till nearly cry.
Managed to get his signature ard 9plus.
Went to Mac to haf dinner/supper.
Waited for Bao Bei's dad to fetch.
Thanks her for everything.
Love her to the max... :D

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2010-05-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

Fri last day in imh.
Time passed quite fast.
Blahblah~
After work,
Went home.
Den meet Twin at e!hub ard 5plus.
I reached early as usual.
Bought tickets.
Ate Pastamania.
Slacked ard.
She bought for me ear piece.
Thanks a lot.
Went to toilet.
Den go buy popcorn.
Off to watch e movie.
Got some laughing part.
But e last part is sad de.
Lyk got a lot ppl cry in e cinema.
I feel lyk crying.
But in e end nvr.
I tink my cry threshold is quite high.
Den accompany her to walk home.
Walked home alone.

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2010-05-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 5am.
Was drizzling.
Walked to bus stop.
Blahblah~
2day special got morning exercise.
Doc's round.
Was bored.
So played wif Twin's hair.
Den break.
Saw Wadah & Syahmi.
Play time.
Den they went in to nap.
So it was our slack time.
Den went to e conference room.
Was bored.
So a bit crazy.
Den got back logbook.
Busy counting e marks & reading e comments.
Duno y I turn to be more crazy?!
Perhaps is e marks tat im not satisfied wif.
Plus im damn bored.
Perhaps they all thought I reali went crazy.
But is all acting up.
Is fun to act crazy.
Ended work.
Bused home.
During e journey,
Half of it was thinking abt him,
Another half i was thinking whether to bond wif which hos.
Tink until I headache.

I reali miss him a lot.
But I jus cant bring myself to tok to him again.
Perhaps memories shld jus remain as memories.
At least I was once happie when im wif him.
Mus find back the happie me even without him ard. :)

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2010-05-13T21:54:00.002+08:00

Ytd something happens tat make me didnt slp so well last nite.
It hurts a lot wen u sprinkle e salt on my wound.
It was already healing bit by bit.
But now tat u've sprinkle e salt on my wound,
E cut has been opened up again.
Even though I still do miss u,
But wen I tink of tat time u gt lie to me & made use of me,
I dun tink its still worth for me to tok to u again.
I dun wish to let e history repeat it again & again.
I noe tat Im foolish tat i still miss u,
And I frm duno wen keep say I wana forget u & let u go.
But somehow I realised I cant do it.
I wanted to move on,
Yet Im still stuck in my past.
I still cant get over you.
Perhaps if time reali will heal everything,
I hope tat time pass fast enough for me to forget u and move on wif my life.
So all these things make me difficult to slp.

Woke up at 5am.
Prepared.
Left home.
Walked to e bus-stop.
Along e journey,
I couldnt stop tinking of u and wat had happen ytd.
So actuali 2day early in e morning I already nt veri happie liao.
Bused to imh.
Blahblah~
Was kena left alone wif e pts.
2day all e pts lyk quiet & sleepy.
Make me veri bored seh.
Went to break.
Den aft tat played mahjong for awhile.
Win together wif Diana.
Den packed up.
Went to Dorm wif Diana, Twin & Umaira.
Gt one SN told us a lot of things.
Tat made us tink for our future.
Den aft tat go to e conference for nth.
At tere damn bored la.
I found an excuse to get us out of tere.
Blahblah~
Prepared for e activity.
A bit pathetic.
Cos onli 4 pts wanted to play.
But thanks to their participation in e game.
Was quite pissed off by him.
He cut off my words and still say I didnt tok.
Is already 3.07pm.
So we took our bags out.
He say smth lyk we veri pro lor our colleagues haven finish and we took our bags out.
I was lyk they afternoon shift we morning shift leh.
Already off duty late liao.
Y still cant take e bags out?!
Bused home wif Atiqah, Diana, Kai Lian & Twin.
3 of us alighted at same bus-stop.
Bought things den went home.
Bathed.
Bao Bei smsed me.
Ask me out for dinner.
Due to my laziness,
We went to ehub for dinner.
Walked to ehub.
The journey is e same as tat day.
Met her.
Went to Subway.
Went walking ard ehub.
Damn sianz.
Den went to her huse.
Watch tv program.
Half way she go bath.
I damn sleepy sia.
Nearly fall asleep.
Went home ard 9plus.

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2010-05-12T18:30:00.002+08:00

Afternoon shift.
First day go to e ward in imh.
Everything to me is new.
Quite pity the patients in tere.
Cos lyk go everywhere also locked.
Somehow lyk in prison lor.
Maybe e difference is in prison tere gt officers & I tink e shirt onli gt 1 colour,
Whereas in imh tere dun haf officers & tere gt different colours of shirt.
Oh another different is patients in imh can play mahjong.
But maybe if we tink positively,
Is lyk a chalet for them to relax.
Learned to play mahjong together wif Diana & Twin.
Played bluff game.
I nt gd at playing tat.
Den Twin say I duno how to bluff.
I say ya cos Im naive wat.
Ppl say wat, I will believe easily.

Second day also afternoon shift.
Duno y will feel tired.
Perhaps bored already.
Time in tere pass damn slow lor.

Third day morning shift.
Woke up at 5am.
Duno y feel fresh?!
Left home quite early.
Alone walked in e dark was quite scary.
Is different frm walking alone in e dark at nite.
Cos at nite still gt ppl.
Early morning no ppl.
Den I will anihow tink tink.
Reached bus stop early.
Waited for Twin.
Bused to imh.
Blahblah~
Took morning report.
Get to noe a little bit more abt e pts.
Den 8plus.
Listen to consultation.
Ate during 1st break.
Actuali e 3 of us didnt reali want to go for 2nd break,
But end up cher call us go out.
Blahblah~
End up go break ard 1plus.
1st time I tok a lot to Diana.
Gt interview.
Den 2plus go back to day room.
Play puzzle.
Den see Twin & Madeline played mahjong.
After tat, I took over 1 pt.
Cos he doesnt wana play animore.
1st time I win e game together wif Madeline.
And we played till overtime. :)
3plus we den go off.
In e lift, Twin & I were toking already.
Took 88.
We chatted frm e lift tere till Pasir Ris area.
Accompanied her to top up her ez-link.
Den go photostat e thingy.
Went to find water bottle.
Twin bought a super small bottle.
Went to buy cup walker.
Waited for e pearls for super duper long.
Den we walked to her huse tere.
And finally we separate our ways.
So overall we chatted non-stop almost for 2 hrs seh. :D
Chat till my jaw or cheek numb/pain seh.
I want go to Show Luo's autograph session on 23rd May @ IMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

060510

2010-05-06T19:12:00.001+08:00

Actuali tis suppose to post a few days ago de.
But den my lappy didnt cooperate wif me.
Having a hard time to online.
Tis few days he keeps appear in my mind seh.
I keep thinking of him.
I duno y.
I miss his goodness.
I miss his lameness.
I miss him.
Haiz... Im sooo useless.
Still go & tink of him.
Tis week is last week in e ward liao.
Nxt week gonna go back to imh.

Somehow sometimes I tink I duno you.
Perhaps people do reali change.
Or I havent got to noe your everything yet.
Perhaps you're hiding the real you.

Oh ya... My Switswit now finally 18th liao.
Nxt time if wana watch m18 can also jio her liao. :D
Once again happie belated birthday!!! :D

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2010-05-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

Fri - afternoon shift.
Half busy half free.
Took bus 9 wif Monday.
Alighted at the loyang area.
Took bus 81 wif her.
She alighted first.
Went to Aunt's huse to stay.
Was happie to see Pepper & Pretzel.
Watched 3 movies wif Uncle.
Aunt onli watched 2 of it.
Dream abt my hhen. :)
Sat - Woke up.
Clean up.
Waited for them to come back wif P&P.
Went to West Plaza for breakfast.
Went back.
Use their lappy for a while.
Blahblah.
Went out ard 2plus.
Took bus 81 to Kovan.
Den trained down to Harbour Front.
Everything seems to appear in my mind once i stepped into Vivo.
Suddenly reali miss him a lot.
Had late lunch at Sushi Tei.
2nd time eating at Sushi Tei.
Went walking ard Vivo.
Seriously I got a lot of memories tat gt him at Vivo.
Aunt bought a handmade teddy bear. :D
Super cute lor.
Den trained to Seng Kang.
Ate ice kacang.
I said tat was my dinner. :)
Went to buy cake frm Prima deli.
Bused back.
Bring P&P for toileting.
Watched tv programs.
Den movies marathon started frm 12.30am.
Watched 2 movies tis time round.
Sun - Every day gt dogs to morning call u is quite good.. :)
Bring P&P for toileting.
Saw different types of dogs.
Went to West Plaza for breakfast.
Went to Fair Price aftermaths.
Went back for a while.
Took bus 58 to Bedok Reservoir.
Den changed to bus 65.
Bused to grandma huse.
Helped to refill insulin.
Took circle line to City Hall.
Ate at Suntec.
Den window shopping time.
Went to Marina Sq.
Somehow tere also gt some of the memories wif him at tere.
Saw bro randomly.
Went to Mac for some snacks.
Den continued window shopping.
Went to Raffles City.
Blahblah~
Trained down to Bugis.
Went to V8 for dinner.
Saw Uncle's bro & family.
Den trained back.
Bused back.
Bring P&P for toileting.
Den packed my things.
Left Aunt's huse ard 8.15pm.
Reached home ard 8.45pm.
Bathed.
Online till 11pm.
Mon - Woke up.
Bathed.
Damn sleepy.
Slept in e bus.
Ate breakfast.
Blahblah~
Do skill wif cher.
He said y 2day i look lyk blurblur one?
Is it haven wake up?
Den I said maybe.
Everything was alright till 1 plus.
Everything seems to piss me off badly.
So I was damn fucked up.
Blahblah~
Bused home.
Helped Monday to start her thingys.
My lappy gone crazy.
Dun let me online.
Duno restart for how mani times.
Now using com.
Everything is sooo lag.
Seriously 2day is jus not my day.

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2010-04-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

Tis few days had been watching video.
All I watched de video inside will got either Xiao Zhu or Xiao Gui or even both.
Both of them can make me happie jus by watching those videos.
2molo aft work,
Gonna go over Aunt huse for stay over.
So wont take my lappy go.
Sat my parents gonna go malaysia.
My huse onli left my bro.
Maybe my bro also nt at home.
Den it will be empty huse.
Kk... gonna do my case study thingy soon.
Duno y I seem to be slacking since tis yr?!
What's gone wrong wif me?!
Where is the old me?!
The one who used to be much more hardworking.

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2010-04-25T13:15:00.003+08:00

Seriously recently Im super lazy to blog.
It's been sooo long since I last blog.
Recently got a lot of thing happened.
Shall not elaborate.
Ytd went to celebrate Dorothy's birthday at Suntec.
Meet up wif Wan Ting @ City Hall.
Damn long nvr meet up wif her.
Was wearing lady like de style.
Somemore go wear heels as Wan Ting said.
But in e end,
She didnt wear.
Luckily gt Monday accompany me to wear. :)
Wen I nvr open my mouth,
I was lyk a lady.
But wen I open my mouth,
I become super unglam. :D
At first gt surprise for her one.
Tot can reserved a place at Pizza Hut.
So we also tot tat can keep e cake at tere first.
But den in e end,
Due to over time at Pizza Hut.
Two surprises gone.
Spent a lot of our precious time at Pizza Hut.
Cos nid to wait for tis & tat for super long. :(
Actuali I at tat place gt memories one,
But den ytd at tere keep toking & laughing,
So it didnt reminds me of those memories.
Aft eating e pizza,
Wan Ting lyk drunk lor.
Face red red one.
And she suddenly become super hyper. :D
Blahblah~
Trained back to Pasir Ris wif Monday & Sweetheart. <3
On the way back,
Tok abt my shhen again.
I super long didnt saw him already.
Kinda miss him. :)
Bused home. :)
Bathed.
Watched tv program.
So didnt online.
Oh ya... Friday I watched yu le.
Den they gt say abt Show's concert items.
Seriously now I regret tat I didnt buy e ticket.
Now is sold out. :(
Can he have 2nd 3D concert in s'pore????

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2010-04-19T20:19:00.003+08:00

Woke up.
Tot im gonna be late.
But in e end Monday changed e timing.
Walked to e bus stop.
Managed to catch e bus.
Bused to imh.
Reached early.
Waited for e rest to come.
My grp gt 5 ppl late.
Ms Rahimah & Ms Rafika were angry.
Blahblah~
Orientation started.
Half way,
They say gt fever outbreak.
So cher told us wat to do.
Blahblah~
Ended at 11am.
Cant stand to sit wif her lor.
Den slowly walked out.
Deciding where to go.
Monday went home.
So I went to hg mall to find girlfriend.
Waited for her super long.
Ard 1hr++.
Den ate lunch together.
Blahblah~
Aft tat went home.

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2010-04-19T16:24:00.003+08:00

Woke up.
Watch drama. :)
Blahblah~
Bathed.
Prepared.
Late.
Bused to TM.
Meet wif them.
Bao Bei say she cant recognize me.
Cos i wear spec.
Den go meet wif Abbas & John at mrt tere.
Bused to Changi Village.
Walked to Changi Beach.
Den walked to pit 16.
Damn far lor.
Super ulu.
E weather already nt veri good liao.
Saw Wen Cong on e way.
He took cab wif his sec sch frenz.
Den aft tat his frenz left to buy ice.
Soon,
It started to rain.
Luckily tere gt shelter.
But still gt drenched.
Cos e wind direction is coming towards us. :(
Max helped us to set up indoor bbq pit. :)
Rain was getting smaller & smaller.
And finally it stop raining. :D
Den dry e pit area.
E guys put e tray tere.
Started bbq-ing.
The guys went fishing.
Den Wen Cong friends came back.
They take over us.
So we sat down & chit-chat plus eating.
Blahblah~
Starting didnt reali tok to Wen Cong friends yet.
But in e end also got tok.
Went toilet wif Bao Bei, Nic, Wen Cong & John.
Den Bao Bei go scare John by tapping his shoulder.
I saw it.
So help her scare him lor.
Back to e pit.
We keep tok abt ghosts.
Blahblah~
Den we took over e bbq again.
Wen Cong make fun of me & one of his friend.
John, Abbas & Max left ard 10 plus.
Blahblah~
11 plus we started to clear.
Bao Bei & I went to toilet to clean up.
Went back to pit.
Wen Cong & Nic went to toilet.
Den I saw e charcoal mountain at tere.
So I went to play wif it.
Bao Bei tok to Wen Cong friends.
Say wana take pic anot.
Her hand point to my side.
Den those guys say got ppl meh?
She say got.
So I was shocked wen i heard tat.
Den I say dun scare me leh.
Blahblah~
We managed to catch e last bus 89.
Wen e clock strike 12,
We suddenly sang birthday song in e bus to Wen Cong.
He was shocked & paiseh.
I first time sing birthday song in bus seh.
Went home.
Luckily didnt meet tat guy.
But wateva it is,
We already become strangers.

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2010-04-16T16:40:00.003+08:00

120410

First day of attachment.
Orientation.
Den start work.
1st day of work was fine.

130410

2nd day of attachment.
Morning shift.
Super duper busy.

140410

3rd day of attachment.
Afternoon shift.
Super duper busy.
Work overtime without extra pay.

150410

4th day of attachment.
Afternoon shift.
Not veri busy.
But nid to help someone do her job.
And work overtime without extra pay because nid to do her job.

160410

5th day of attachment.
Morning shift.
Damn sleepy & tired.
Not so busy.
But nid to help someone do her job again.
Monday & I r doing double work.
2day even worse.
She go break late.
So end up we both also go break late. :(
And we help her do her job,
She didnt even say thanks to us.
Where is ur courtesy sia???!!!
Went to east point aft work.
Saw Azhari.
He become more & more handsome seh... :)

Any way nxt week going to imh liao.
But duno still will go same shift wif her anot?!
Somehow I already started to miss my nurses... :(
Will be seeing them 2 weeks later.

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2010-04-08T15:53:00.002+08:00

Woke up.
Bathed.
Prepared.
Smsed Bao Bei.
She overslept.
So we met slightly later.
Bused to Katong.
Bought lunch.
Went up.
We go singing again.
Cos we planned already.
Wen we first stepped into e room,
It was already veri cold liao.
The air con lyk free one lor.
Den some more I flu-ing.
Sianz...
My voice super funni la.
Den ard 3 plus,
Nic came to find us.
Blahblah~
Went to eat Katong Laksa for dinner.
Went to a shop at roxy square.
Bought one black polo tee.
Den went to Parkway to shop ard.
Saw Gerald at tere.
Blahblah~
Walked back to take bus 12.
Chit-chat wif them in e bus.
Haiz... they say he goin to Wen Cong's bbq on the 17th.
Duno how to face him man.
Can I forget everything that he had done?!
I dun tink so.
Walked home alone.
Keep thinking of how am i gonna face him on tat day.

060410

2010-04-08T12:40:00.003+08:00

Woke up early.
Prepared.
Applied sunblock.
Went to clean e bike.
Bao Bei came.
Bring bike go pump air.
Den start cycling.
On e way,
Nic joined us.
Den cycle to tamp area.
Chee Ming joined us.
Cycled to East Coast.
I damn tired man.
Cycled to Mac tere.
Met wif Abbas.
Ate brunch.
Den I drank finish my plain water.
Went cycling ard ECP.
Tired.
So went back to Mac.
Bought large sprite.
Cos damn thirsty.
Resting time.
Den decided to go katong to sing & slack.
So sang for 3 hrs.
Every time I go singing,
Confirm will sing gao xiao one.
But duno y lyk tis yr sing tat song,
Every time will feel lyk crying de.
Perhaps I still miss him.
And I hate myself for doing tat.
I was self-entertaining myself.
I tink I got a veri serious mood swing.
Can sing sad song & happy song.
My emotions can change veri fast.
I was damn hyper.
I may look happie but im may not be happie.
Seriously I wan go learn how to play drum.
Den cycled to Bedok.
I tink i cycle at night time more daring than at day time.
Went to Bedok 85 for dinner.
Met wif Wen Cong at tere.
Blahblah~
Cycled back.
I feel helpless every time wen I see u cry and cant do anything to cheer u up.
Bao Bei came to my huse tere to return e bike.
Den I went down wif her again.
Sent her to e traffic lights tere.
Went home.
End up I also kena sun-tanned.
Cos mus reapply sunblock aft perspiring.
But I nvr bring e sunblock out.
I sooo stupid.

050410

2010-04-05T15:46:00.003+08:00

Ytd slept slightly earlier than usual.
Woke up at 10am.
Ate breakfast.
Watch tv program.
Den prepare my things.
And finally 2day I went to the gym.
Took bus to Tamp swimming complex tere.
Gym for ard 1hr.
Den went to bath.
Went to Subway to haf my lunch.
Bused home.
Online.
THANKS MY SWEETHEART FOR CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN!!!
Ltr i tink i gonna bring my bike go repair.
Cos 2molo goin to cycle to ecp wif Bao Bei & e guys.
Brought my bike to e bicycle shop tere.
Pump air.
I duno how to use e thing.
Den I lyk a fool at tere try to pump in.
E uncle got help me wif e front tyre.
Got a guy come.
I tink he also nid to pump his bike.
So he help me wif my back tyre.
Cycled to WS.
Duno is i got phobia, or too long nvr cycle, or im tired.
I lyk dun dare to cycle leh.
Den cycle till feel lyk crying leh.
Went to WS to buy smth.
Cycled home.
Finally audi wif Sweetheart. :D
Den let mummy use.

040410

2010-04-05T15:40:00.002+08:00

Slept at 3am on 030410.
Woke up at 6am on 040410.
Onli slept for 3 hrs.
My sleeping time is getting lesser & lesser.
Prepared.
Went to Gong Ming Shan.
Go bai my grandfather.
Was raining heavily.
Blahblah~
Aft baibai,
Nid to go find my dad's taxi.
I walked in e rain..
So was drenched.
Went to my grandmother's huse.
At tere chit-chatting.
My aunt become translator.
Cos she nid to tell the things to e new maid in malay.
I dun reali lyk e new maid.
Cos she lyk everything also duno one leh.
Iron e clothes lyk nvr iron one.
Den aft tat,
Aunt Doreen sent us home.
Online.
Audi.
Napping.

020410

2010-04-03T00:31:00.003+08:00

Onli slept for 4 hrs.
Woke up @ 6.30am tis morning.
Waited for dad & sis for 1 hr to wake up. -_-
Slept at e same time wif sis,
Plus she lie on bed jiu can slp le,
I cant.
And I woke up earlier than her.
Den ate breakfast.
Reached Bedok Temple early.
Blahblah~
Wanted to go trim my hair aft e thing.
But den go tere a lot ppl.
The person say mus wait till ard 1pm den they free.
So my mum & I decided to go home 1st.
On e way,
Went to buy new pot of flower & went to market.
Online.
Den mum ask us to eat lunch.
So had lunch.
Lunch was delicious. :D
Den aft went to central again.
Finally can trim my hair.
The hair stylist say my hair is belong to frizzy type. :(
Blahblah~
Mum's turn to cut.
Waited for her for ard 1hr plus. -_-
Cos she cut & wash hair.
Finally finish our hair cutting.
Den went to bus stop.
Waiting for any bus ( 12/21) to come.
21 came 1st,
So we went up.
Went to inter.
I went to top up ez-link while mum goes to e bank.
Met her @ ah-kun coffee shop.
Ate their toast bread.
Went to Fair Price aftermaths.
Blahblah~
Bused home.
Reached home rest for a while.
Went to change my bed sheet aftermaths.
Saw my mattress was lyk sooo dusty.
So intended to vacuum it.
But sis is doing her project.
Doesnt want to disturb her.
So changed my plan to packing my com room 1st.
She went out.
I faster go vacuum b4 she comes back.
Indeed vacuum finish b4 she comes back.
Ate dinner ard 7plus.
Dinner was delicious too. :D
Rested for a while.
Wanted to continue my packing one.
But wen i went back to my room,
Saw my things r in different place again.
And sis at tere duno complain wat s****.
I already cant stand her liao.
So faster pack my com room.
Den moved almost everything frm my room to com room.
Onli bed, wardrobe & some boxes of clothes r remain in e position as they are.
I cant believe that my sis is sooo selfish & inconsiderate one.
Since wen I got touch her thing?!
And wen im goin to slp,
Her bf calls,
Den I more difficult to sleep.
Pls lor... Who wana share room wif u man???!!!
I got no choice.
Cos im e youngest & im a girl.
Kk... Shall not tok abt her anymore.
While packing my stuffs,
A lot of things made me think of the past.
I got one box full wif letters.
Den got saw last time in church the things.
I also got quite a number of memories in church.
But now duno shld I go back anot?!
E whole packing plus moving plus changing bedsheet,
Took me ard 4hrs ++.
My energy was all used up.
Now actuali quite tired.
But if i nvr update my post by 2nite,
I dun tink i can slp.

310310

2010-04-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

Woke up ard 12plus.
Cos ytd 4plus den slp.
Plus morning got kena woke up by sms.
But i continued sleeping. :D
Haha... Im reali a pig liao.
Ate lunch.
Went to check result.
End up nth come out.
Sianz... Wen I was abt to go out,
Outside was lyk raining cats & dogs.
Used big umbrella.
Damn scared tat I will fall down.
Cos my slippers super slippery.
Went to CC to collect the stuff.
Waited for e bus for quite a long time.
Blahblah~
Traffic jam at e express way. :(
Was late.
Finally met wif Switswit.
2months bo meet dao her liao.
We walked to e ma you ji tere.
Ate dinner.
Frm Serangoon walked to Hougang.
Den shop for awhile.
Frm Hougang walked back to Seng Kang.
Went to rest for awhile.
Frm Seng Kang walked back to Punggol.
Although 2day we didnt do much things except eating, toking & walking.
But I still enjoyed spending my time wif her. :D
Aft much talks,
I tink I reali dun wish to go into a r/s.
Firstly, becos I wana my freedom.
Secondly, lyk somehow it will cost me a bomb.
Thirdly, now it isn't the time yet.
Aiya jus let nature take its course man.
But how am I suppose to guard my heart?
Im too soft-hearted liao lor.
To me, If i tink those guys treat me good,
I will fall into e hole again.
Seriously, I tink my brain & heart is not connected one.
My brain asked me to not trust guys easily animore.
But my heart is sooo soft-hearted.
Not going to bother abt r/s again.
Slacked at her huse downstairs.
12.03am.
Asked her go up.
Den I went to take my bus.
Was kena bitten by e mosquito while waiting for my bus.
Received a msg frm Bao Bei.
She wanted to prank me.
So I play play wif her lor.
Den tok abt a lot of things.
Im glad tat she said im a diamond.
But somehow i dun tink im worth to be her diamond.
She even say she will help me by pouring lots of colors into my world.
Den i told her i tink my world onli got 3 colors.
Black, white & blue.
Reached home.
Suddenly realised my hair lyk grow in volume not in length.
My hair lyk become thicker & thicker not getting any longer. :(
Jus now at ard 1plus am.
Got one unknown call.
It was frm Kenneth Tan.
He tok to me a lot.
And he guess the things mostly r correct de.
Den he say my life lyk no life de.
Cos im not in a r/s.
I told him not in a r/s also wont die.
To me, I've already xi guan liao.
So it makes no difference. :)
Haha.. Perhaps he is e 1st guy tat understand me quite well ba.
Maybe is a good thing or a bad thing...

290310

2010-03-31T13:22:00.001+08:00

Went to Katong for singing session wif my girls.
I went to meet up wif Sweetheart first.
Den took e bus tat Leticia was in.
Den followed by Monday & Shikin.
Was toking wif Sweetheart through out the whole bus journey.
Finally reached e place.
I got almost 4 yrs didnt go tere to sing liao.
Now e place changed a lot.
Lyk become super high-tech lor.
Enjoy singing wif them.
Haf been toking to Sweetheart quite a lot.
Enjoy toking wif her.
Told her abt tat b******.
At first,
Sweetheart book e room frm 1pm-5pm de,
But end up we extend to 7pm.
Den walked to Parkway Parade.
Ate korean cuisine at banquet for dinner.
Ate ice-cream for desserts. :D
Took bus 15 home.
Alighted @ tamp area.
Change bus to bus 3.
In e bus,
I was a joker. :D
Was in time for my show. :D

260310

2010-03-28T03:13:00.003+08:00

Got a lot of things happened in one day.
Shall not elaborate too much.
At nite went out.
Went to meet Bao Bei.
Pei her frm ard 9pm till 5am.
Went to downtown.
Bought drinks.
Went to Pasir Ris Park.
Den back to downtown.
Blahblah~
We went to 7-11 for supper.
Shared cup noodles together. :D
Saw fish cake.
Chit-chat wif him for a while.
Blahblah~
Were anihow walking.
Nearly walked one big round to ws.
But in e end,
We changed our path.
Saw bats.
Was scared.
Went to her huse.
Had been chit-chat wif her non-stop.
We chatted everything under the sky. :D
Veri long nvr chatted for sooo long liao.
Left her huse ard 5am.
Walked home.
Reached home ard 5plus.
Lie on bed but couldnt slp.
So sing a few songs den slp.

250310

2010-03-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

Ytd slept slightly earlier than usual.
Woke up.
Use com.
Ate lunch.
Audi.
Was looking forward to pri sch frenz gathering.
Went to bath @ 2plus.
Cos venue is at ehub.
Saw e sms.
Changed venue to tm. :(
Sianz... Last min changed venue.
Met up wif Damian @ prps bus stop.
Bused to tamp inter.
Cos raining heavily.
Walked to tm.
Reached le.
Waited for e rest to come.
Sianz... So mani ppl come.
Tot onli pri sch frenz nia.
I keep say i wana go home.
Cos reali regret to come out lor.
Den they waste a lot time at e cinema tere.
Duno wat to do liao.
Jiu at tere push blame.
Den say wana go back to ehub.
Wth... Waste sooo much time at tere.
And also waste bus fare sia.
Den they duno want take bus or train.
I fed up jiu listen to my songs & walked to inter.
Den Damian call me.
Ask me go back find them.
Blahblah~
End up also take bus.
Took bus 3.
They followed me sia.
Cos I say i wana go home.
Blahblah~
Haiz... I blast my hp.
Den they come tok to me.
I nvr listen.
They tried to take out my headphone.
I angry den i walk away.
Finally reached my huse bus stop.
So i alighted tere.
Reached home.
Asked dad to buy my dinner.
Clear some stuffs on my table.
Den now they ask me wana go find them anot.
I say i lazy go out.
Nxt time they shld plan properly lor.
Say pri sch frenz gathering jiu shld not bring other ppl ma.
Lyk tat wont spoil ppl mood.

I WANT GO SHOW'S CONCERT!!!

2010-03-24T01:54:00.001+08:00

SHOW IS COMING TO S'PORE ON 22MAY 2010.
HE IS COMING BACK FOR ANOTHER CONCERT.
I WANT GO LEH.
BUT IM BROKE & NO ONE ACCOMPANY ME GO. :(

230310

2010-03-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

Slept @ 4am the previous night.
2day woke up by myself.
Blahblah~
Prepared.
Den bused to punggol.
Met Xin & wei lin @ econ tere.
Top up our ez-link cards.
Walked to sch.
Met up wif Yy.
They went to take their testimonials.
Saw ah goh.
Tot can see dao Ms aishah.
But tink she too busy liao.
So didnt see dao her.
Saw Mrs Owyong wen we r outside e toilet.
Den chat chat a bit.
She asked us whether r we free to help her type type things.
Den we agreed to help her.
So end up at sch help her type lor.
Was at e table near stair case tere.
As Xin was hungry,
So we shifted to canteen.
I seriously duno y wen i meet up wif them Im extremely crazy???
See tis yr the 4e/5n their chinese we can die man.
Is either super funni / super pek cek.
Blahblah~
Took bus to RM.
Went daiso.
Finally bought my pen torch.
Blahblah~
Saw Sin Xian @ RM.
He also wearing 4n3 class t-shirt.
Den I joke joke wif him.
Say we wear couple tee leh. :D
But he in hurry.
So didnt tok much.
Went to Xin huse.
Blahblah~
Went to e bus stop.
I went off first as my bus come liao.
Now is 1.14am.
Ltr gonna go back to sch to finish our unfinished job. :D

200310

2010-03-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

Tis is my 300th post.
Went to ws to print photos.
Den walked home.
Do e rest of the thing.
Den bathed.
Prepared.
Walked to her huse.
Blahblah~
Changed to e dress.
Watched tv program while waiting for the guests to arrive.
Ard 5++ or 6,
Some of the guest arrived already.
Is getting more & more ppl coming to her huse.
Tat guy arrived.
Nobody entertain him.
He sit outside @ e stair case tere.
So go out entertain him.
Cos got promise Bao Bei say if nobody tok to him,
I will sacrifice myself.
Den went down wif him for awhile.
He said i've changed.
Jon came to replace me. :D
Blahblah~
Went down to bb court wif her cousin & frenz.
They wanted to play bb de.
But court was full.
Have to wait.
Den finally can play liao.
I at tere lyk nanny & time keeper lor.
Smsed him to ask him come back.
Tot she on time cut cake.
But time dragged.
They stayed outside.
So i went out too.
End up kena bullied by him.
Lyk mad woman chasing after him.
But not running.
Cos wear dress difficult to run.
CH & GZ came.
Didnt managed to tok to them much.
Finally cut cake time.
Took pictures.
Den Jon & him gotta leave liao.
As his parents' car already downstair le.
Did say byes to both of them.
Den got quarrel wif him tru sms.
Ran away to hide wen mansfield wana gif me de cake.
I tink i got phobia of chocolate cake liao.
Den went back up again.
Stayed at her huse till 12 plus.
Left her huse.
Walked home alone.
Reached home nearly 1am.
And now I finally do not haf any connections wif him liao.

190310

2010-03-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

Finally got sister outing wif Bao Bei.
I've been waiting for tis day to come for quite a long time.
Went to meet wif Bao Bei @ WS.
Trained down to Town area.
Our 1st top is Far East.
Ate curry puff & drink milk tea for my lunch.
Was finding her dress.
Finally bought her dress.
I give her as her birthdae present.
Saw one head phone look quite nice at far east.
Walked to Lucky Plaza.
Bought Philippines tidbits.
Den went to Cathay Cine.
Saw e same head phone again.
Bought the head phone b4 we left the place.
Den went to 313 for a while.
Trained to Toa Pah Yoh.
Drank coffee @ old town cafe.
At tere chit-chat awhile.
Den meet up wif her parents.
Went to a warehouse.
Bought things for her party.
Started to rain.
Blahblah~
Her dad drove us to AMK hub.
Ate dinner @ foodcourt.
Den went to walk walk ard.
Went to ntuc aftermaths.
I lyk becoming her family lor.
At tere quite long & e ntuc damn cold la.
Went to car park.
Unload all e things onto her dad's car.
Den her dad drove us home.

170310

2010-03-20T01:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up late.
So nvr go down to help them gif flyers.
They ended work early.
So met Xin, Yy , Wei Lin & Mar @ CP earlier.
We all wear almost lyk e same clothing.
Cos Xin wanted e dress code to be checked.
But den i tot will wear different colour.
End up we all lyk got shuo hao de lor.
All black & white. :D
We seated at e 2nd lvl's last row of e double deck bus.
Bused to Bugis.
Wow it is an hour bus journey seh.
Den the all journey,
I keep self-entertain or entertain them lor.
And the all journey,
I cant sit still.
Finally,
Reached our destination.
Half of my energy r wasted on the bus.
Ate steamboat plus bbq de.
1st time eat bbq without any guys.
Suddenly miss eating wif guys.
Cos i damn scare the thing.
If got guys,
Can ask them help me.
Thanks my girls for helping me bbq.
Den eat till e end,
Suddenly small cockroach appear frm no where sia.
I "jumped" till veri veri far away.
Haha... Im veri timid de.
After dinner,
Went to walk walk at bugis junction & iluma.
I become more & more tired.
Den trained back to Seng Kang.
Damn sleepy.
Sent Xin home.
Stayed at her huse.
Den Yy & Wei Lin bought e cake & reached her huse.
So-called surprise but not a good one.
Cos we noe that Xin noe our plan.
Aft eating e cake,
Chat till 10pm.
Left the huse.
Walked to bus-stop wif them.
My bus came 1st.
So i went home 1st.
Here to wish Xin happie belated birthday once again! :D

120310

2010-03-14T01:03:00.002+08:00

Went to Sentosa wif Cliques.
Met wif Pasir Ris ppl first.
Den trained down to Outram.
Changed to Purple line.
Trained down to Harbour Front.
Went to Giant to buy sparkling juice.
Den tram to beach station.
Went to Siloso Beach.
Blahblah~
Was sunburned. :(
Trained to Seng Kang.
Den bused back to E!hub.
Saw Kae Siong, Jia Rui , Evan & Gordon.
All frm prps de. :D
Watched Alice In The Wonderland.
Nice show. :D
Walked back wif them.
Den walked one big round home.

110310

2010-03-14T00:28:00.004+08:00

Went to NYP wif Xin & Yy.
I keep toking veri loud. :)
Den walk to amk hub aftermaths.
Haiz... Still got those memories in my mind.
Pei them go eat lunch.
I go tere eat Xin made de popiah.
Den walk walk ard.
5 plus left tere.
Trained down to City Hall.
Went to meet bao bei they two.
Went to IT fair tere to look for them.
Spent quite long at tere.
Den ate dinner.
No time go shop shop le.
Onli shop a bit.
Wen Bao Bei show me nic's hp abt wat he replied,
I was quite angry.
He replied, Sandy is going so not good to attend.
So I told them to tell him to go but treat me as a ghost lor.
Cos i will also treat him as one.
But in my mind was super angry.
I feel lyk delete his number in my hp,delete him in msn & fb, delete my tag photos tat got him.
Pls la... if dun wan to be my fren, also no nid to say until lyk tat wat.
Tat time still say im ur friend not ur acquaintance .
But I tink maybe im not ur friend may not even be ur acquaintance.
U r lyk two-headed person.
I dun lyk tis kind de to be my friend.
Dun make me hate u.
I hate myself for knowing you.
I hate myself for falling in love with you tat time.
I hate myself for trusting you sooo easily.
Pls state urself clear.
Pls get out of my life & memories if u doesn't want to interfere wif my life.
Trained home.
Walked back wif them.
Den separated.
Walked home alone.
Oh ya finally took back my mp4 le. :D

100310

2010-03-10T16:14:00.003+08:00

Super duper long didnt blog le.
Blog had been quite dead.
Exam ended ytd.
Was e last 4 person to leave tere.
CP briefing.
Omg... For my cp cher.
Shall not tok abt it anymore.
Was happie for Sweet heart & Ting.
They got back Miss Rahimah.
Went home wif cliques again :D
Tis coming fri goin to sentosa wif cliques.
I tink i 1 yr ++ or 2 yrs nvr been tere le.
2molo goin to meet my bao bei.
So i will be rather busy during my holidays.
If wan go out wif me,
Mus book me asap.
Cos first come first serve. :)
2day i lazy go out.
So stay at home.
Will miss everyone in my class & will miss Mdm Phua, Mdm Liu, Mr Michael Tay,Miss Yeo & Mr Saadon.
I noe due to some reasons...
We didnt chat anymore.
But cant we simply be normal friends?!
Wat's wrong to be friend wif u?!
Mayb Im stupid, fool, idiot but I jus dun wana lose a friend.
I noe I easily believe in ppl.
But tat doesnt mean we can't be friends.

030310

2010-03-03T18:19:00.002+08:00

Ytd got reali bad happened.
Made think tat i shouldn't had live in tis world.
Maybe w/o me,
Nth will happen.
I nearly cried.
But I forced myself not to.
Ytd was not a good nite for me.
Before,
I fell asleep,
I feel lyk crying again.
2day in sch,
Tot I will haf no mood.
But instead im still as norm.
Perhaps was pretending to everyone including myself.
Watched <>.
Quite nice show.
In e show,
Everything looks real but it is all fake.
Den went to class per norm.
2day ended early.
I dun lyk tis yr sia.
Nth goes smoothly for me ( ESP : FRIENDSHIP ).
Perhaps tis yr is my unlucky yr ba. :(

260210

2010-02-26T21:15:00.001+08:00

Sch was alright.
Finally I've passed my bio class test 2. :)
Blahblah~
Went to Tamp wif Sweetheart aft sch.
Collect my watch liao. :D
Den went window shopping wif her.
She bought cotton clothes.
Den went to WS to change e clothes.
Cos TM dun haf e colour & e size she wanted.
Luckily WS got.
She told me,
喜欢一个人并不代表你要拥有或跟他/她在一起。
只要他/她快乐，你也会快乐。
Perhaps I reali shld let him go.
The words will always be buried in my heart.
Tis few nights I reali enjoy crapping wif you.
I also enjoy chatting & listening to you.
Im glad tat u treat me as your friend.
I will learn to let you go.
But if you need an listening ear,
I will be tere to listen. :)

240210

2010-02-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Sch as usual.
Pm continue watching 2012.
But half way i sleep.
Cos damn tired.
Den bio.
Do last min study.
Den break go alone.
Study a bit more.
Test.
1st time i tink sooo long for test papers lor.
Cos e paper damn difficult.
Ended early.
So went to change into pe attire early.
Den sit at e stadium tere for ard 30-45mins.
As usual,
Nid to run 1 round of e stadium.
Den went to my secret base to have singing session again. :D
But sadly,
Tis time round without my mp4. :(
Some songs remind me of him.
Does tat mean I still gt feeling for him?!
Den sing half way,
Monday suddenly appear beside me.
Den we finally tok.
Bused home wif cliques.
Now I guess i wont get back my mp4 by tis week. :(
Hopefully nxt week I can get it back.
Cos I damn miss my mp4.
Ppl cant live without handphones.
But i cant live without my mp4.

230210

2010-02-24T21:27:00.002+08:00

Sch was usual.
Ended early.
Took same bus wif Ning Ling & Nitejsha.
Bused to Tamp.
Went to find sis.
Slack @ Mac while waiting for mum to come.
First time tok sooo mani things to my sis.
Mum finally came.
Went to see watches.
Den see handphones.
Wa e phone i wanted quite ex.
Duno can get e phone i wanted anot?
I tink nxt week den change phone.
Cos tis week nt free.
And my line is under my Aunt's.
Was deciding wat brand of watch shld i get.
Levis or Adidas?
End up I bought Levis black watch.
But haf to collect tis friday.
Cos e watch got some scratches.
Den went to find my bottle.
Bought reebok black bottle.
Will miss my nike extinct bottle. :(
Reached home b4 9pm.

220210

2010-02-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY MP4 PLAYER A LOT!!!
Tis is my 1st time my mp4 player not wif me for sooo mani days.
2day is e 3rd day. :(
So haf to listen to my phone de w/o ear piece.
Pathetic seh.
Sch as usual.
Blahblah~
Saw Glenn @ e bus-stop.
He took e same bus as me. :)
Noe where he alight.

I want to go sing K!!!

2010-02-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

2day during SW period,
I went to my secret base to sing songs. :)
Somehow is veri shiok.
Cos no one can hear.
Keep sing non stop.
Den ended.
Walked to Simei alone.
Also keep sing sing.
I want to go sing K!!!
But must wait till march holidays den will be free.
Cant wait to go singing session. :D

100210

2010-02-10T21:14:00.005+08:00

Sch per normal.
2day our cher come back liao. :(
She gave us early break. :D
Den comb lect given by doctor.
Den SW.
First time can do 3 pull up @ one go.
Den keep walking round & round of e track.
I duno y 2day lyk super hyper sia?!
Den aft sch,
Went to TM wif Sweetheart.
Supposed to help my mum buy stuffs.
End up couldnt find those stuffs.
Ate dinner @ Qiji.
It reminds me of cgh.
Bused home wif Sweetheart.
2day saw a lot of familiar faces. :)
Daryl, XW, blahblah...
2molo gonna cut my hair wif Sweetheart.
Friday gonna go out wif my cliques. :D
Finally gonna get my album. :D
Got 2 ways to forget him asap.
1st way: Completely lost contact wif him ( meaning delete his hp no frm my phone etc... )
2nd way: To lyk another guy.
Seriously everywhere i go,
It reminds me of him.
Cos everywhere also gt our memories.
I guess I onli can stay @ home & go to sch nia.
Cos mostly e place gt "him". ( Pasir Ris, Tampines,Bedok,Kembangan,Kallang,Bugis,City Hall, Town, Chinatown, Vivo & AMK. )

080210

2010-02-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Sch as per normal.
Haf early break. :D
Went to library to study.
At first i cant study.
Cos got no motivation.
Den tink till if i dun study,
I sure gone case.
So started studying.
On my music till loud loud.
Study 2 things nia.
Den nvr study le.
Cos brain overloaded.
Pm.
Finally Geron Test.
Done within 15 mins.
Stupid cher go wake me up wen im sleeping.
Pls lor I already finished my paper liao.
Idiot seh.
End up draw my foolscap to keep myself awake.
Contact time.
Bused home wif cliques.
Saw a guy's back view is lyk same wif his.
E guy dressing sense also a bit lyk his.
Haiz... I still miss him.
Im a useless bum.
Still cant get over him.

060210

2010-02-07T01:33:00.002+08:00

2day is phase test day.
Met Sweetheart.
Supposed to take e same bus.
But I missed it.
Hai her nid to waste her bus fare.
She alighted @ e nxt bus stop,
Den walked to find me.
Finally took e same bus.
Slept in e bus.
At somewhere upper changi road,
E bus suddenly jerk.
Den we woke up out of sudden.
Saw e bus driver dash tru e traffic light wen it is abt to turn red.
Both of us dun dare to sleep liao.
Alighted.
Walked to sch.
Went to find Leticia they all.
Blahblah~
Phase test was alright.
Quite a number of things went wrong.
Documentation nt veri gd. :(
But overall cher say is ok.
So i tink i shld pass ba.
Den waited for e rest to take phase test.
Went to cafe 1 aft Sweetheart has finish her test.
Blahblah~
Waited for Monday @ cafe 1.
Den walked to Simei wif cliques.
Top up card.
Bused home wif Sweetheart.
Reached home watch tv program.
Washed socks.
Bathed.
Ate lunch.
Slept @ 5pm.
Woke up @ 6.30pm due to e weather super hot.
Ate dinner.
Pack my stuffs.
And my mum pack her stuffs.
She found a usb.
And it fits my mp4.
So i say ltr i on my com to see can use anot.
At first everything was alright,
Until I remove e usb frm my com & frm e mp4.
My mp4 couldnt be on anymore. :'(
It totally spoil @ e wrong time.
I cant live without music man.
Wen i wan it to be spoil,
It was alright.
Wen i dun wan it to be spoil,
It spoilt.
Tink gt virus went into my mp4.
Finally watched finish hai pai tian xin.
Ending was nice. :)
At first tot handsome xue hai gt come out,
End up nvr.

050210

2010-02-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

2day morning while walking to sch,
I realised smth.
I lie to everyone including myself.
I keep telling myself & everyone,
Im giving up on him & forgetting him.
But e fact is I couldn't.
Although I lyk trying to stop everything,
But my heart is still bleeding profusely. :(
And it hurts even more wen i tink abt e past.
I tot i was strong & determine enough to maintain everything lyk in e past except my feelings toward him.
Haiz... I tink i overestimate myself liao.
I duno y I already noe his characters is lyk wat liao
But I still cant get him out of my heart.
And I even keep mention abt him.
I jus cant control myself.
Sch as usual.
Prac lesson.
Geron.
Duno wat e cher want lor.
She catch those toking one but nvr catch those sleeping one.
Somemore is not jus we r toking.
Other ppl also toking.
And sometimes ur toking lyk no link de lor.
Break.
Pm.
Cher let us watch movie.
Starting quite boring.
But middle & ending quite nice leh.
Bused home wif cliques again. :D
Sianz.. 2molo is phase test le.
Im not ready for it. :(
Cos i haven memorize a single thing.

040210

2010-02-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

人群里面那个我
把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口
我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵
听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手

我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来
怪我没有
没有爱情的天分
你才要走

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一点
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
却回不到从前

等着红灯那个我
还会向前走
也许那幸福的执著
在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着
却静静沉默
在我们之间
爱了放了散了

我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在
我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛
我的难过

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前

学会自我催眠
聪明再多一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐的自我催眠
慢慢闭上双眼

010210

2010-02-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

2day is e day I noe him for 6 months.
And it will also be e day my feelings for him will change.
2day damn sleepy.
Cos didnt get enough sleep.
Felt tat im lyk zombie.
Bio comb lect.
Bio lesson taught by Mdm Sup.
Saw one sms sent by Tina.
Was shocked.
E msg is lyk : " We wont contact wif each other in future. I noe wat i've done."
It was in chinese.
Due to my sleepiness,
I didnt read finish e msg.
So I reply her : " Huh? Y? Wat did I done wrong? "
Den she ask me go scroll down e sms.
And I was lyk LoL Im such a fool man. :D
Thanks my cliques for giving me a headphone as my birthday present.
I love it very much. <3
Cos is my very first proper headphone. :)
PM everything went smoothly. :)
Geron was lyk less than 1 hr?!
Den Contact hr push up.
End up we @ tere play game. :)
Fun man. :)
Ended early.
Went to cafe 1.
Bought drink.
Den wait for someone.
Walked to bus-stop.
Bused home wif cliques. :)

310110

2010-01-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

Lazy to update other posts.
These two days onli slept for 8hrs nia.
Fri slept @ 3am.
Sat wake up @ 7.30am.
Went to meet up wif Bao Bei & Nic.
Ate breakfast.
Trained down to Habour Front.
Met wif Cong on our way.
Blahblah~
Den Alvin came.
Finally Jon came.
Saw a lot ppl lyk goin to sentosa due to ite carnival.
End up i nvr go into sentosa.
So I slack @ vivo for ard 2 hrs.
Met up wif Xin they all.
Bought My Ex tickets.
To me,
E show was nice,
But I scare la.
Den trained to town.
Went for high-tea @ Xin's workplace.
Ate till damn full.
They got me a surprise man.
Thanks sooo much... <3
Yy left first.
As she gt dinner & dance.
Went to 313 to find my heels.
Didnt found any.
So went to far east.
Ask Xin to help me find.
And i got my heels in less than 30 mins.
Trained back to Seng Kang.
Went to Xin huse.
Blahblah~
Slack till 10 plus.
Sat slept at 1 plus.
Sun woke up at 5 plus.
Bath & prepared.
Went over to cousin's huse.
See e groom come & pick up e bride.
Took a lot of pics wif my younger cousin.
Finally arrived @ e hotel.
Blahblah~
Everything ended quite late.
Reached home ard 5 plus.

300110

2010-01-30T00:23:00.002+08:00

Im sorrie tat my temper & attitude sucks to e core.
U're e 2nd person tat said tat to me.
N u knock some senses into my head.
I will try to change my temper & attitude.
Will try to put myself in ur shoes.
Will keep my mouth shut,
Onli opens wen necessarily.
I will stop creating problems during projects.
I hope everything will go smoothly in e projects.
So I will try my best to do the things u all want me to do.

220110

2010-01-22T12:03:00.002+08:00

Ytd slept at 1plus.
2day woke up at 8.45am.
Den prepare.
Was raining cats & dogs.
Wasnt late.
Saw Monday & Leticia.
Follow them into ws. :D
Waited for Sweetheart.
Trained down to bugis.
All lyk emo in e train.
Den walked to NLB.
Now @ NLB doin geron project.
I was struggling wif my msn.
Cant online. :(
Duno y?!

210110

2010-01-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

2day mood wasnt good too.
I dun lyk to be forced.
So dun force me.
Perhaps I didnt let u noe.
Feel lyk im a burden to u all.
I dun wana to be a burden to u all.
U all already sooo stress...
I shldnt add on to ur stress.
Ended slightly late.
Went to East Point.
Bought my cake. :D
Ltr gonna cut cake.
Waiting for bro to come home. :)
Oh ya... I tink i wont be able to update post for a few days.
Cos 2molo will send my lappy to repair aft my project.
And 2molo i dun haf to go to sch. :D
But still nid to wake up early to go do project.
Will be meeting Girlfriend & Switswit 2molo.
Is lyk damn long since i last met wif my girlfriend (nearly 6 months).
Will celebrate my birthday wif them in advance.
Sat will celebrate my actual birthday wif Bao Bei & cliques.
And sch give me a "belated present" on monday.
Cos i gt bio class test.
Dun tink i can make it.

200110

2010-01-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

Pm2 nid to do grid evaluation.
Leader & Assistant leader were lyk slacking.
Den some doin bio notes.
Luckily gt Ting to help me.
And luckily I ask them e question they gt reply me.
Pm2 ended early cos we've finish our grid evaluation.
Den went to bio class.
Write letter to Bao Bei again.
Den slp in class.
Tis was e first time i slept in class for my 2 yrs course.
Den went for lunch.
Blahblah~
Den comb lect.
Taught by Mr Leonard.
Blahblah~
Den gt one ex-student came back to share wif us his experiences wen he studied in australia.
Tok to them abt e overseas study thing.
Den they went into e lift w/o me.
So i was left alone.
Den went to lvl 1.
Monday ask me wat happen to me.
Den i say i dun feel lyk study.
I nearly cried out.
Maybe at tat point of time,
I was thinking of my studies already become lyk tat le,
Where still can go overseas study?!
Den went to change.
Feel a bit lyk vomiting.
S&W.
Nid to run 2 rounds..
I ran fast.
Cos as usual,
If im unhappie or no mood,
I either is run fast or run a lot to vent my moods/anger.
Den ran finish 2 rounds,
Feel veri sick.
Feel lyk vomiting.
Den headache.
Ended.
They went to cafe 1 to wait for Shikin.
I left first.
Went to East Point.
Wanted to buy shoes de.
But it is out of stock. :(
Den took bus 5.
At first wanted to go home,
But nid to buy breakfast for my grandmother to my aunt's huse.
So bused to inter.
Bought e foods wif e exact money i left. :)
Bused to aunt's huse.
Give e food.
Den left.
Took bus 3 home as i missed bus 89.
Forgot tat bus 3 gt punggolites.
Luckily dun haf ah goh.
1st time i took bus 3 w/o punggol uni but wif ite uni.
Reached home @ 6.30pm.
Blahblah~
Copy notes.
Saw him online in fb.
Tis time round i nvr go tok to him.
Den he nvr offline lor.
Sooo it is obviously tat he is avoiding me!!!
Wateva now,
Im stressed abt a lot of stuffs.
Tired of everything.

190110

2010-01-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

Was having flu.
Used 3 pacs of tissue papers.
Was hungry.
Went for early lunch. :D
Ate nasi briyani.
Sedap. :D
Den my flu was ok liao. :D
Blahblah~
Last 4 hrs was practical lessons.
Starting of e lesson,
Im veri sleepy.
But wen is our turn to practice,
I lyk suddenly become veri veri hyper.
For e past 4 hrs,
I didnt tink of him @ all. :)
I was hyper till i reach bus-stop.
Wen suddenly Sweetheart tok abt him.
Den i realised maybe i was hyper in order nt to tink of him ba.
Bused home wif cliques.
Den walked home wif Sweetheart. :D
Walked e rest of e journey home by myself.

180110

2010-01-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

Ytd slept at 12am.
Sent songs to my girlfriend.
Den off to bed.
Woke up slightly late.
Blahblah~
2day e bus aircon lyk free one lor.
I was lyk in a fridge.
Luckily got my jacket. :D
Den walked to sch as usual.
Reached sch.
Waited for Ting.
Den went to locker.
Sweetheart came.
Waited for Monday.
Den tink she angry wif me.
Cos i helped Ting ans e phone call.
Tink im rude to her.
Comb Lect.
Bio lesson.
Den break.
Pm2.
I asked them abt Mr A thingys.
They at first keep tell me abt e negative things ( which i noe already ).
They say see my characters & his characters lyk not match.
Den aft tat they ask me to follow my heart.
I said my heart is in a mess,
Wat if i follow e wrong direction?!
Cher show us movie.
But starting e part i was toking non-stop wif them.
They ask me to go for it even if he will reject.
Den aft tat,
I watched e movie.
Was late for geron comb lect.
Ran to MLT.
Was thinking wat if he nvr reply me any ans leh???
Mus as well dun ask better.
Contact time.
Got nice nice talks.
Went home late.
Cos waiting for some ppl.
Den bused back wif cliques.
As usual,
Walked home wif her.
I jus now saw he online in fb,
Tok to him,
& he offline. :'(
Perhaps i shld reali gif up on him & move on wif my life.
Since he had already treated me lyk tis for 10 days.
I seriously dun wish tat my birthday will be ruined by him sia.

170110

2010-01-17T21:29:00.002+08:00

Woke up.
Sleep again.
Finally woke up ard 10 plus.
Ate breakfast.
Prepared.
Went to Aunt's workplace for lunch.
Ate steamboat.
Den went back home.
Changed.
Went to yoga lesson alone.
Cos Monday was not feeling well.
2day learn e things lyk super difficult.
Den bused home.
Smsed Sweetheart.
Smsed him.
Haiz.. he didnt reply me. :(
Den sms him another msg.
Apologised for e 2nd time.
He didnt reply again.
Is either he change his number/he is still angry wif me/he doesnt wana reply me.
He is driving me crazy.
My heart has been bleeding bcos of him...
Tink is either him / myself can stop e bleeding.
I wish tat i can turn back e time.
I wanted to go back to dec 2009.
I miss those happie moments.
Can i haf those happie moments back???!!!

160110

2010-01-16T22:01:00.003+08:00

Woke up early. :D
Ate breakfast.
Meet up wif Sweetheart.
Bought her breakfast.
Went to meet wif Monday.
Den we r e 1st 3 to reach Leticia's huse.
Followed by Ain.
Last but not least, Ting.
She cabbed all e way frm amk to pasir ris.
Cos she overslept.
Brought lappy for fun. :D
I go tere lyk do nth except toking, eating & fb-ing.
I onli do one typing nia.
Went to central wif Monday & Ting.
Bought bubble teas & fries.
I went back to Leticia's huse 1st.
As they nid collect things & I cant stand e weather.
I keep eating junk foods since sch reopens.
Mus stop eating those junks liao.
Finally they come back aft some time.
Left Leticia's huse ard 2plus.
Send Monday to her huse downstairs.
Den waited for Ain's bf to come & fetch her.
Aft tat was waiting for Leticia's frenz to come to help us do survey.
But they say they 3 plus den come.
So Ting & I go back to e photocopy's shop to collect things again.
Den meet up wif Sweetheart.
Finally those guys reached.
Blahblah~
Send Sweetheart near her huse tere.
Den we walked to ws inter.
On e way,
We gt tok non-stop.
Send Ting to bus 88 tere.
Den i went to ws guardian to help mum buy thing.
Decided to walk home.
Haiz... 2day left knee pain for one whole day.
Sometimes pain till difficult to walk.
Perhaps im old already.
I want to cry but no matter how sad i am my tears jus wont come out.
I tot perhaps i cry my tears out i will feel better tat way.
I miss e old u.
I miss chatting wif u.
I miss those happy times we had together.
Wat had happen???
We already nvr speak or chat to each other for one whole week le.
Did i do anything wrong?!
But i did apologize to u already.
Wat do u wan me to do den u will tok to me lyk b4???!!!
I hate tis month sia.
I love dec 2009.
Pls dun let me hate u!!!

150110

2010-01-16T02:17:00.004+08:00

Sianz... Is sch again.
Blahblah~
Half an hr break.
Saw mdm masni.
She look different.
Den went to geron.
E time lyk pass super damn slow lor.
& I in e class keep eating non-stop. :D
Lunch.
Aft tat go re-do e survey thingy due to someone's mistake,
Make Monday angry.
Went to library to do.
Den went to photocopy it.
Done. :)
Went to pm2.
Continue watching e movie.
Den watch another movie.
Ended.
Nid to stay back due to some stupid reasons.
Blahblah~
Switswit came to my sch.
But didnt get to see her,
Cos i at classroom.
2day lyk not anxious to meet him leh.
I keep complain tat im tired, dun wish to meet him.
Ended ard 4plus.
Went to toilet to change.
Den walked to Simei.
Trained down to Chinatown.
Frm Simei stand till Chinatown.
As usual,
I was e first to reach.
I tink i saw him.
But onli his backview.
They say meet upstairs.
So i went up.
Den e backview i saw is reali him lor.
2day last one to reach is Wen Cong.
Went to eat dinner.
Blahblah~
His attitudes changed a lot man.
I passed him tissue paper den he turn & stand up & walk away lor.
Super rude sia.. :(
Den slack ard Chinatown.
Last stop is OG.
Suddenly lyk become emo.
Mayb due to his attitudes to me & he nvr tok to me ba.
Den it makes me tink a lot.
Slack @ outside OG.
Nearly cry.
But luckily didnt.
I guess i wont cry out already.
Onli my heart will.
Den walked to mrt tere.
Separated our ways.
Jon wif Mr A took purple line.
Wen Cong, Nic , Bao Bei & I took green line.
Bao bei keep tell me how bad & complicated he is.
Actuali i noe all these.
But den i jus cant stop myself to love him man.
Mayb everything shall end on 1st feb but depends on situation ba.
Cos i seriously duno wat to do?!
Some ask me go jio him,
Some ask me gif up.
So wat shld i do man???
Oh ya... 2day Luo Zhi Xiang's new album came out already. :D
2molo i mean ltr nid go do project liao.
10am man.
Duno can wake up anot.
Jus finish watching hai pai tian xin ep 11.
Omg... I cant wait for ep 12 man.
Tink will be sad ba.
Cos e radio station was on fire,
Xue Hai go save Bao Zhu,
But he was injured.
Xue Zhang came to save Bao zhu.
Xue hai was left tere.

140110

2010-01-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

2day morning prepare breakfast for cliques.
Bused to Simei.
Walked to sch.
Blahblah~
2day Sweetheart reached sch first.
Den we went to cafe 1 to buy milo.
Waited for Ting for super long.
Den went up to locker tere.
Blahblah~
Den S&W.
Went to gym.
As usual,
Go jogging den cycling den train biceps.
Seriously now i hate to go sch.
I go sch lyk jus to be wif frenz, eat & attendance.
I reali cant stand tat cher liao.
Her pronounciation sucks man.
Den say wana change our time-table.
Sianz... everyday also see her.
2molo still nid to stay back bcos of e stupid home work.
Dropped my file @ e lab.
Cos my file was on my chair,
Den i was carrying my chair up in e air,
N it drops down. :(
It broke into 2. :(
Aft her lesson,
Went for geron.
We all lyk super tired lor.
Aft sch,
Went to Simei alone.
Nid top-up my card & buy my file.
Went home alone.
2day didnt reali tink of him much.
Perhaps I reali shld gif up ba.
Tat time tink too much liao tat's y will keep falling deeper & deeper.
Haiz... y r u behaving lyk tis???
I dun understand u.
I wana to understand u but do u willing to gif me e chance?!
I wana noe everything abt u.
But tink u wont let me to noe ba.
U haf already been avoiding me for duno how mani days liao?!
Do u haf to treat me till lyk we r strangers?!
If we cant go into r/s,
We still can be friends rite?

130110

2010-01-13T19:32:00.002+08:00

2day reached sch early.
Took same lift wif Mdm Phua.
I tink she duno me lor.
Cos she ask me i frm which class.
Den she say u B class meh?
Den i say ya.
She ask me my name.
Den she lyk suddenly rmb me....
Waited for Ting.
2day Monday & Sweetheart reached sch early.
Den pm2 ended early.
Cos finish e task early.
Den went down to cafe 1.
Finally saw cher's wife.
Den pca.
Sianz lor...
I whole lesson helped Monday copy her notes.
Cos i dun wana listen to witch toking.
She seriously making me to lose my interest in studies man.
She cant teach la.
Den break.
Went to cafe 2.
Was full.
No space tat y we sit outside.
My lunch was junk food.
Come back sch sure gain weight not lose weight. :(
Den comb lect.
I love 2day e comb lect.
Super funni sia. :D
Den ended early too.
Went to change clothes.
Blahblah~
S&W nid to run 2 rounds within 10 mins.
So run wif Sweetheart.
Blahblah~
Ended early too.
Bused wif cliques.
Slept in e bus.
2day nvr emo. :D
But still gt tink of him.
I tink i 24/7 also tink of him.
2molo shall prepare breakfast for my lovely cliques.
Hopefully can do it.

120110

2010-01-12T20:28:00.005+08:00

2day everything was alright at e beginning of e day. :)
PM2... Cher gave us watch one movie.
I lyk to watch sia.
Cos veri nice.
Den gt some part is sad de,
My tears nearly come out,
But den cher fast forward.
My tears jiu dry le.
Den went break.
Phase test.
Was alright wen our class haven start.
Everything went nt right wen i saw e 1st person went in.
My mind went blank lor. :(
My turn.
Was super nervous.
My hands were trembling lyk nobody business lor.
And i forget a lot of things.
Den aft tat wait for my cliques.
Went walking ard sch wif Sweetheart.
Den gt lesson.
Hypocon.
All lyk gone mad.
At tere shouting & tok loud loud.
Blahblah~
Bused wif cliques.
Den went emo-ing wen i sit alone.
Was thinking abt him.
My emotions lyk become controlled by him lor.
He happie, I happie.
He no mood, I no mood.
Den alighted wif Sweetheart.
Got tok abt him.
I dun haf courage & confident to jio him.
But now e most imp is I cant overcome myself. :(
Walked home alone.
Tink of him more. :(
Was tinking whether to jio anot?!
At first was still tinking if i jio him,
He will be e one & onli guy tat i jio.
But now i tink nid to reconsider it.
Ytd while walking home,
Saw a guy frm far,
Tot is him lor.
But is not la.
A lot ppl keep ask me who is Mr A.
Mr A is Mr A.
Is for me to noe & for u to find out.
Frm ytd tok to him till 2day,
He bo reply sia.
He seems lyk avoiding me lor.
Wat did i do sia?
I did nth lor.
Onli tat day keep scolding him nia.
Now my mood super low.
Can you stop being lyk tat anot?
It hurts me a lot each time wen u r lyk tat.
If u reali dun haf a single feeling for me,
Den can u dun treat me sooo good anot?!
Dun send me e wrong signal.
I will misunderstand one.
I noe it's my fault tat i didnt guard my heart.
But it simply cant be controlled by me.
I noe u wont be able to read tis but i jus wana write my feelings down.
If i nvr write down,
I tink i can die man.
Wa sianz....
My mum dun allow me to ton. :(
So sorrie guys,
Cant pei anione of u to ton.
Nxt time jus count me out if u all wana ton.

090110

2010-01-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

Ytd slept at 3am.
2day woke up at 10++.
Watched tv program.
Tink i catch a cold.
Ate breakfast.
Bathed.
Prepared.
Left home.
Bused to cp.
Reached.
Went to wait for Mei & her mum.
Her mum first thing say to me wen she saw me is u slim down liao, u is it got become taller?!
Den i say dun haf.
Her mum bought for me a sling bag.
Went down to basement.
Went to Pizza hut.
Ordered foods.
Ate.
Was full.
Thanks her mum for treating me lunch. :D
Went walking ard.
Den send her mum to mrt tere.
Went to buy Ms Aisha's present.
Bought tigger.
But e mini toons sales person e attitude sucks.
Trained down to Serangoon.
First time take circle line.
Trained down to Bishan.
Changed train to Novena.
At velocity kfc slack.
Tok a lot abt Mr A.
Den Mei wana bet wif me tat if i wif Mr A den she will accept e guy.
I was lyk wau lau nt fair lor where gt such thing de.
Den i say y not we change e bet.
I say if she go poly, i go jio Mr A.
If she nvr go poly, i wont jio.
Den she say set.
Now i regret wat i've said.
Also gt tell her tat i've realised tat i've will easily jealous one.
I say last time i nt lyk tat one.
Den i say i tink i become lyk tat bcos of Mr A.
Blahblah~
Den gt ask her,
If we 2 reali gt get together,
who will be e fierce one?
She say me. :(
Den she ask me,
Will i zhong se qing you one?
I say duno.
But if last time i will reply nope.
Den she gt say ppl everytime say wont zhong se qing you end up wen they got into bgr they will zhong se qing you.
I hope i wont become lyk tat.
She alight @ somerset.
Cos she gt work.
Den i trained to city hall.
Changed train back to pasir ris.
Was damn sleepy.
Standing up also can slp sia.
Went to Popular.
Cant find e things i wana.
So decided to buy it 2molo.
Den walked home.

080110

2010-01-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

Sch was lyk 8 hrs = 8 yrs.
Time passes in sch damn slow.
And I didnt pay attention in class.
Cos i dun understand a single thing.
Was fine wif my cliques.
Didnt haf any quarrel wif them during pm 2. :D
Went up to lvl 6 aft pm 2.
End up cant go in.
Cos got another class using e lab.
If we goin lyk veri cramp lor.
So we went to slack slack first.
Blahblah~
Went back to lab.
Changed to another lab @ 4pm.
Den started e practice.
Blahblah~
Went to toilet wif wadah aft tat.
Told them i meet them outside.
End up i went to locker tere.
Couldnt find them tere.
Called Sweetheart.
End up they say they forgot abt me & they went down already. :(
So i say nvm u all go first.
Den bused to tamp.
Went to tm.
As usual,
Im e first to reach followed by Bao Bei & Nic.
Everytime e last person to reach is either Wen Cong or Mr A.
Most of e time is Mr A.
Helped one blind uncle to e door.
Den finally Mr A came.
He lyk not happie lor.
He keep listen to his songs.
He emo kid.
Took a long time on where to haf dinner.
At first,
Wana eat Popeyes de.
But tat stupid guy dun wan.
So end up eat @ food court.
We bought our food liao.
He didnt go buy la.
He say he dun wana eat.
Den aft eating,
Wen Cong went to buy desserts.
Bao Bei went to buy drink & Nic follow her.
End up left both of us sit tere.
We lyk strangers lor.
Cos gt a big gap in between us.
Blahblah~
Aft tat,
Those guys went into arcade.
Den i cant go in cos im wearing uni.
So end up went to 77th street wif Bao Bei.
Den aft tat she say she wana go BYSI so we went down.
Reached tere.
E shop was closed.
So we went to CS to shop.
Blahblah~
Went back to TM.
Nic now den called Bao Bei.
Went to find them.
Nic called Bao Bei dog lor.
She was lyk angry.
So we went into Mango.
I was lyk where gt bf call e gf dog one.
If im e gal,
Already break up wif e guy & wont wana patch back.
Den those stupid guys went to royal sporting house.
We went on our shopping.
Den went to Cotton On.
Bao Bei ask me to try clothes.
Blahblah~
Aft tat we went to tamp 1.
We purposely walk veri fast to tere.
Tot those guys will follow.
But guess they lost us.
We went into one shop.
Come out,
Saw them taking e escalator down to basement.
We at tere keep calling them lor.
None of them hear / saw us.
Aft tat,
Nic finally heard me calling him.
Den i wave to him & say bye bye happily.
Blahblah~
Aft tat,
Went back into e shop again.
Come out,
Saw Mr A come up wif food.
Den he say e other 2 went to toilet @ b1.
Finally went in to tamp 1 & saw bysi.
So went tere.
Den he say we keep shop & shop.
He keep complain y we nvr go bedok market eat.
He say he hungry.
Den we say jus now we wana go eat popeyes is u dun wan.
He say amk also haf no nid to travel to tamp jus for tat.
Den we got quarrel a bit.
Den i say he crazy dog is he ownself dun wan to eat,
Still @ tere anihow bark.
I tink i pissed him off.
Cos he walked out of e shop.
Blahblah~
Done shopping.
Went to toilet.
Bao Bei told me those guys wana go popeyes eat.
I was lyk angry la.
Den I keep lyk scolding Mr A.
I say smth lyk i tot who say amk gt popeyes no nid to come all e way down to tamp.
Tink they nvr heard me except Bao Bei.
Den they duno gt tok abt goin to Sentosa on 30th Jan.
Bao Bei ask me wana go anot.
Den I say see on my moods.
Took lift up to lvl 5.
Came out & saw popeyes was full.
Den i say is who wana come popeyes eat de.
I tink he heard wat i say.
Den he mia.
Wanted to call him but tink my hp got prob or wateva.
Den he appear frm no where.
Quarrelled wif him.
Cos i say wat u wan la.
Blahblah~
They sit down on e sofa.
Both of us standing.
Den e 3 of them lyk watch free show lyk tat lor.
Den i keep ask them wana go where since tere is full.
Bao Bei say popeyes.
Den i say got somebody say amk got so no nid come tamp to eat ask him go back to eat la.
He lyk quiet quiet tink also sad ba.
End up also go back to popeyes.
Bao Bei & I found seats.
Den Nic say go another sit.
I say where is e stupid guy leh.
End up walk to tere he at tere sitting down.
Den Bao Bei say also same wat.
Den I say cos e stupid guy sit down already,
He cant move,
So we haf to move.
Ask him go buy his food.
He say a lot ppl.
End up also go.
Blahblah~
Den he sit in front of me.
Keep tok to Nic.
Den I say can stop toking & faster eat anot.
He say still got food haven come.
Aft tat,
I heck care him liao.
So lie my head down on e table.
He lyk nvr eat dao e food lor.
Went down.
Den asked Bao Bei they is it walking back to Pasir Ris.
She ask me is either walking or take bus.
Den i say i anything also can.
Missed e traffic light.
Nid to wait for another one.
While waiting,
Saw a car wif one row of care bears.
12 pcs of different care bears sia.
Rich lor.
1 pc lyk ard $8.
Den Wen Cong took mrt home.
So left e 4 of us.
Duno y he follow us again?!
On e way back,
They 3 lyk siao one.
Run duno for wat.
Den duno say abt kicking or takaewand?!
Den tok abt muscles.
Followed by duno wat ns stuffs.
They tok nonsense.
I forget wat e stupid guy say till i stare at him lor.
Den i tell Bao Bei i feel lyk slapping one part of him but he surely will angry one.
She say his face.
Den i say correct.
But end up i didnt la.
Den he ask me stupid question.
Y lyk they wana built shelter but dun haf shelter onli gt e metal thing?!
Den i say how i noe sia?
He say i tot u government one.
Den i say ****.
I asked him go ask e government himself.
Den he lyk sad sad again.
He lyk keep asking me stupid question tat will pissed me off.
Finally reached under Bao Bei's block.
Den Nic ask him to send me home smth lyk tat.
I walked away but gt keep turn my head back.
Tot he reali will follow or wateva.
End up dun haf. :(
Walked home by myself.

040110

2010-01-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

Ytd night didnt sleep well sia.
Slep ard 11 plus.
And I keep woke up every hr sia.
Woke up @ 6am.
Bathed.
Prepared.
See e weather lyk gonna rain soon.
So left home early.
Outside was drizzling.
Bused to sch.
Walked e same old path to sch.
Suddenly miss Tina.
Cos last yr I usually met up wif her den walked to sch together.
But now got no more chance liao. :(
Oh ya... got additional traffic light.
Reached sch ard 7.07am.
E locker tere dun haf a single person sia.
End up didnt rain heavily as i thought it would be.
Waited for Monday for super long.
First lesson is Bio comb lecture.
Blahblah~
Tis yr super busy,packed & stress!!! :(
Time is not enough!!!
Nxt week got phase test liao.
I can go jump off my huse building.
Shall not say everything in details.
2day ended earlier. :D
Supposed to end at 6pm but 5 plus jiu dismiss.
I miss him.
Wish tat he was in my sch.
Now I tink I got no time to tink of him le lor.
Cos nid to focus on studies liao.
And I hope I can make it.
I tink I wont be updating my blog sooo often liao due to studies & busy-ness.